The Tale Of Hearts

Chapter 64

Hazel's pov

Next day i woke up in my half sleep much earlier than usual due to a burning sensation in my throat. It was dry and burning. I tried stretched a little and get a hold of the water glass on my nightstand but i couldn't. Something was stopping me from getting up and wait why this metress is too hard?? I thought half opening my sleepy eyes to looked down and freeze.

I was practically laying on him. My face was on the crook of his neck, while my palms were resting on his nacked chest and my legs were tangled with him.
In panic right away i struggled to get up but he groaned in his sleep rolling us, resulting me ended up under him. Now his face was right on my chest while his hands were secure around my waist making  it difficult for me to even breath. He sighed nuzzling his face on my chest. my whole body paralysed i stiffened in my spot.

Still in shock, i swallowed the invincible lump in my burning throat trying to remember how he ended up on my bed and quickly last night memories started to play in my head. They all came to me at once like i was hit by a brick. My pulse began to quicken making my cheeks to burning in red. I quickly struggled to move his heavy body away as anxiety was already creeping into my head. After few attempts i moved him a little enough to pulled my self up then removing his arms around my waist, i stood up from the bed. Quickly making a safe between us. He groaned in annoyance still in his deep sleep.

After doing everything how he can sleep like this? he was sleeping so soundly like a baby as if he hasn't sleep from years. How could this devilish gaint man looked so peaceful when sleeping?I thought im anger moving my eyes all over his peacefully sleeping face. I bite my lips trying hard to normalise my breath, they audible like last night. His features are just so perfect even in sleep. pointed nose, sharp lips and my breath got stuck in my throat watching his lips. The way he moved these devil lips all over me, started to flash in my head along with so many thoughts began to fill in my head. Why i didn't get more attempt on pushing him away from me? Why i didn't do any attempts to free myself away from him, why i gave in that easily to him? Those questions started to eating my brain.

No now, not now!! I thought trying to push them into the back of my head. I'm still not ready to think about it. I'm still not ready to even try understand how or why or what happened between us? but how much i tired, i can't get away from those intense pictures keep replaying im my head. they were keep coming to me like a rubber ball in water. I was too confused of my prospective upon what happened. My stomach feeling weird to a glimpse of those memories, like thousands of butterflies doing so many funny things there. God what's happening with me?? This reactions of mine scaring me. My eyes got moist in second. Everything were so unsettled in my head just like my pulsing nerves.

No i wouldn't think of any of this.

Right, i should get myself engaged with works until this wrecking nerves settle. Then only i can escape from all these question eating my brain. I thought wiping rolling tears and quickly ran to the washroom to get ready before he wake up. I'm not ready to face him. I should avoid him at any cost. Though i have tons of things to ask him, i don't know how to ever face him.

Without taking much time, i took a warm shower and get ready fast. I avoided watching my self in the mirror. I knew he must have left tons of marks on me and those marks on my body would only taunt me more. Once done, i came out and my eyes quickly fell on him, he was still sleeping soundly while lightly snoring and his wounded hand was dangling on the bed. Not sparing him a second glance i took my bag and put my phone, purse other necessities in hurried and got my self to the door. sighing I again looked back at his wounded arm. It looks really bad  said my inner voice.

"Whatever, i don't care" i mumble to my self
Why do I even care about his wounds or him?

But its look bad, it will get infected soon my inner voice again said .