The One

Part 38 - What should i do

Bright pov

What should i do, why this happen. I keep scrolling the trend at blue bird application.  Sugar baby, materialistic, 3rd party,slut, man whore, all those relate to my name. I dont care, as long as p mile are okay. I some how respect my fans, they never attack other artist without reason. They still keep in silent mode. Waiting for my explaination. I received a lot of support, it make me cry again. I dont deserve my fans,they always keep their promise to be by my side. I know not all p mile fan act like a bully  but some of them are very fanatic. And the person he involved are me, famous for being target for anything. they definitely angry when i drag their favorite. This is one of the reason i try to be as low as we can. Being the most popular star also mean you are the most target for hate. I really grateful for my fans pasiveness. I dont want they become toxic fans. I know i cant avoid it but i always hope my fans wont do that.

After rehearsel i get into my room. i want to be alone. I dont have appetize to eat. All my team member give me moral support and trust me. I need to be alone for a while. I need to think.
Then i tweet.. " can you stay with me when i am broken"
Then within a few minute i received  thousands tweet, my fans who promise to be with me. There are few message that make me hurt but i focus on positive message. I sit at my balcony and then i fell asleep. I felt so tired mentally  and physically. 

I felt soft kiss on my lips. I open my eyes and see p mile holding me, bring me into the room. How are you baby, he ask me. I just keep silent and look at p mile.
Now both of us sit on bed with me on his lap. What should we do p, i am really sorry, i said. I will not cry, we really need to talk. Nothing to sorry about, i'm really proud of what we have , he said. Are't you, He ask me. I am p, i said. But this should't happen, i cannot let this happen, i wish i have the power to stop all this things. Why they hate me so much, how about you p. What will happen to you. I'm worried about phi mile and others. It ok baby, i dont care about anything. we can just declare our relation. Everything will be okay, p mile said confidently. No, i said loud. we cant do that i said quickly. I know i will make p mile angry but i need to try.
P can we just stop this , i slowly ask.
Stop what baby , P Mile ask sound a bit harsh. I felt a bit scared. I hold his face. We, i said. What we , he coldly ask. I'm sorry p, can we break up, i ask sofly with teary eyes. I look into p mile eyes. Then he reply with the tone that i never know before. We can if you agreed to be my boyfriend before, since i'm not your boyfriend there is nothing in this world can take what ever we have now, you are belong to me , he said with cold voice. Now sleep and dont even think about break up again, phi mile said firm. After he tuck me in my bed,  he leave me alone and walk to balcony. Maybe to cool down. He look angry. I look at phi mile but too scare to approach him. I need his hug now but i cant say anything. I'm the reason he is angry now, so i just waiting for him.

Mile pov

So he still thinking about leaving me. I though this scandle will make him traped but my baby use this as excuse to escape. He is so good handling crisis. So he is known as a brain is not just over claimed by his fans. During this critical moment he still manage to think a way out. Then i make a call and instruct my men to proceed the plan. Before, i disclose ambigious picture just to scared or trap him, but he have another plan for me. I dont want go to this far but looking how he handle the scandle i need to do this. My plan are to expose our picture so he cannot denied our relation anymore. I will force him to face the world together. There is no way i will compromise with my baby on this. Never. Looking him sad and worried really break my hurt but living without him is death to me or may be for him too. I know he is crying , but i must be a bit tough on him for sugesting the breakup when he is this sad. Can't he trust me. This boy deserve a bit scolding but like apo said. Will i able to do that. No with his bambi teary eyes.
Boss win release his picture , i received mesage from my man. So he try to protect my baby till the end. With his own way. He is scary rival. I need to be carefull with my move. After tomorrow event, release our picture during mv. First  highlight the reason why there are rumors calling us real mafia, then realease the pic he sleep on my shoulder. I already clear my schedule for 2 weeks. I'm the boss, i can do what i want especially when it relate to crying beauty inside. After all the instruction here and there, i get into the room and sit on his bed. My crying baby get up and climb on my lap and hug me with his favarorite koala style. He cry a lot and hug me tight. How can he said he want to break up when he this sad and clingy. I just caress his back and ask. what will you do if i agree to breakup. Now he cry harder. Stupid guy, how can he survive when he this sad. I really cant get angry with this boy. Tomorrow after the concert i will show the world who is he belong to.