The One

Part 7 - Bleeding

Mile POV

I looked at my bleeding hand. All the messy and broken things on the floor.
I can see trace of my blood on the wall. but i still cannot forgive myself. The look when my love leave me will never dissapear from my mind. The sweet voice when he ask comfort from win make my head boiled with anger. It drive me crazy. I never see bible this angry. He said i dont deserve him if i cant control my posesiveness. He and others leave me alone after my love was pick up by win. All of them really confuse and wonder why i act like a bastard. I know the look he gave to me. He never want to meet me again. I just screw up, all my 3 years effort was ruin by my stupid posesiveness. I heard a knocked at the door but just keep silent. I'm coming, said Apo. Only he brave enough to confront me right now. Are you feel better now, he ask with the first aids box. I keep silent. Come on, lets go to other room. I need to clean your wound, and my poor brain need to work hard again because we need plan B now ,Apo said casually. I glare at him. Stop glaring at me, you destroy your chance your self he said annoyed while pulling me up and push me to other room.
I still keep silent when apo clean my hand with antiseptic. I  cannot feel the pain now because my heart was hurting so much more. Why? Apo asked. But still no word from me. Have a sleep first and we will talk tomorrow he said and leave me.  I lay down on my soft bed and close my eyes. Then again all of today event appear like a movie flash in my mind.

Flash back

I really happy because today bible manage to register at my love gym club. Its easy task but we really take our time to cool down the gossip. I was so eager to know and wait patiently.

He arrives at gym - i received the message from my man. I smile and my heart stop when i see the picture. He was drop by unfamiliar car by a handsome man i guess. I cant see his face but the picture he grab bright shoulder tightly give a danger vibe to him. Check who he is coming with, i instruct my man. I try to focus on his beauty and calm down.
I felt a bit disturb by the picture, because i can sense a danger. I still continue my work because  i know my man and bible at the gym. His security was secured. I try to settle all my work as soon as posible. I plan to meet bible tonight and ask him to tell everything from first second he met my love to the end. I believed that he will reject bible offer to have dinner together.

"Meet at together cafe, we are having dinner.. hurry up.. we only have 2 hours"  Message from bible.

I felt so suffocating, i cannot breath.. i just frozen there and then i receive another message . Thanks to that i remember to breath . It was a video from my man. Since bible join the club he can bring my man into the gym and they easily can film my love of my life. He is real star there. All the club members smile and waiting for him. He politely wai to them and hug all those muscle man and beautiful girl. The members hugs him tightly, some even lift him and sway him around. They really love him, my heart start boiling. Then a group of beautiful girl come and greet him. He just laugh with them, suddenly one of the girl kiss him on his cheek. He is blushing and other members scream and teasing him. He give them a group hug. Within 2 min video he was hugged and  kissed by a group of people. He dont even know that its was wrong to let strangers to  touch and hug him intimately. He act like handsome tough man but failed to read how people are lusting over him and rape him with their eyes.
How come he be so oblivious.
I really need to protect my love. I need to put something in his briliant brain, so that he did not believe in people easily.
I message bible ask him to update his location but i was ignored. After 30 min i can see bible figure and someone walk behind him closely. Suddenly white hand grab his jacket. Bible immidiately look at my eyes with his wide eyes. I pretend to act like usual, but i can felt blood in my mouth because i bite my own cheek. Bible turn around and ask what he want. Then i saw he gave his bag to bible and walk away to the rest room direction. Dont he know he is a top star and all of people are envy and try to bring him down. Why he so ignorance and leave his personal item with a person he barely know for 2 hours.
I saw bible ackwardly walk to our table..
You are in big trouble boss, the first thing he said to me after he sit beside pete. He is so naive, i cant believe how the company potray him as wolf and alpha. He is the most beautiful alpha in industry and also the most stupid one, bible said with chuckle and shake his head. I just close my eyes and tried to calm my ass down. When i open my eyes,  again he was in someone hug. The worker happyly taking picture with him. I signal the manager and he immediately walk to his staff and ask them to leave him alone. I really cannot accept all of this. All of this are within one hour. Since i am really angry,  i look at my drink and ignore his wai when he greet my team. we have a small talk here and there. But i never speak to him. Apo give me a signal by kicking my leg but i just ignore him. I can heard he sigh frustratedly. You and your posesiveness, please calm down and greet him he whisper to me. I just drink and keep listening and staring at him. When he look at my direction i look down or change my look to others. I can see his face change. Maybe he was never treat badly like i did before. He is the superstar, everyone adore him but i love him for 3 years. I'm not here to kiss him up, i want to make him mine. I tried hard not to take him home and i dont know what i'm gonna do with him.
His lips, his eyes, his blushing cheek. He is really the cutest alpha i ever seen. Not only with his visual but his careless attitude drive me crazy.

NO, YOU CANNOT DO THAT, i said coldly. I cannot hold in my anger  anymore When i heard his reply to pete and  imagine how he will act levy and open his cloth during his concert. He want to copy our team who is known for 24 rated performance. What is he thinking and who will allow him to act that way. Sorry, i heard a small voice. Then he immidiately pick his phone and message someone. In a few second he received call from that metawin. It make me more angry. I cant hide my anger anymore. I think i can felt my head is burning. His small action really effect my heart and emotion. The way he talk to win show he really trust him. From his phone call, i know he really can ask win to do anything for him. He just need to whine and plead, win will be at his leg. I know he try hard to stay calm and put on his still face. He still smiling and talking to others. But one think for sure he never glimps or look at me again after that. He totally ignore me. i scope his favorite ice cream into small bowl. I order it specially for him. I signal bible to give him ice cream because he is angry and sad now. I just can't help but to worry. Bible take the ice cream and ask him to eat. His eyes was beaming with happiness, i know it his favorite flavour. I'm his long time boyfriend but he just not know it yet. Then he look at my bowl and politely said he is full. I can see fatherly eyes from bible. I smash my spoon and said eat, dont act like a kids. everyone look at me and questioning my action. I can see he try to stand up but hold by bible. I really thankful for that. I dont want him to leave yet. I dont want him to be alone. Then here come hero of the day. Bright, he call him softly. Like a kids who miss his parent. He immediately hug win. What wrong win ask him sofly. Yes they have that bonding. I try hard not to punch win not too handsome face. My love just smile and shake his head. he turn around and said thank you to everyone except me.
The best part is win know who is the reason of bright sadness and coldly warn me to be more discreet and not let people see me. So he is checking on me too after the gossip. I keep silent and see how win escort my love and stop at the cashier. The manager look at me and i just nodded my head signal him to accept win payment. I dont want bright become more angry and distance. When they are out of our sight, all my friends blamed and scold me but i keep silent because i deserved all the scolding..

Flash back end