The One

Part 19 - Not coming

Bright POV

Its already 5 pm but win still not coming to pick me up. I wait for another 30 min. Now i felt restless, i want to meet him now, i have a lot in my mind. I keep looking at my wacth. What wrong bright, p bible ask me. I just shake my head and walk into my room. I keep trying and call win non stop. I'm getting worried, win never miss my call, something must be happen to him. I need to be by his side, he need me now. I call p eed and was told win already go home 2 hours earlier. I dont want to call his family. They might be worry. I keep praying and calling him. Give him time suddenly p mile hold my hand and take my phone. I look at him with inquary look. He will be here, just wait for him he said. This make me more worried. What wrong p, is he having problem i ask phi mile.  I open my IG and twitter, eveything are ok. Looking at my worried face, p mile hold my shoulder. Dont be stress, everything is fine,  he said. I dont know why, but i trust him and just nodded. Take a rest first, you are still in recovery, dont push your self, how is your injury , phi mile ask. I touch my chin and stomach. Its still hurt but bareble.I lean on phi mile shoulder and keep thinking about win. Both of us are not talking and but i cab feel his support.

Then i remember this evening incident.
How i wake on top of him, i was shocked but u don't feel uncomfortable. What happen to me, i never felt like this way, i need win now. He always know what i want. I  always confuse but he will  know what i want. I'm with p mile only for a few days but i felt so close and i really like him. Honestly i trust him just like how i trust win but i felt a weird feeling when i close to him. It different when i'm with win. Suddenly i felt shy and move from him. he just look at me. We have same height but he build are bigger and much more fitter than me. Maybe his age and aura make me felt safe in his arms.

I will wait for win in the garden, i said.  Everyone look at me and they know i am worried about win, so they just leave me alone. It already 8 pm but win still not here. P jeff firmly ask me to eat. I have no option but to eat eat with heavy heart. After a few bite i stand up and bring my plate to the kicthen. P mile just look at me but let me do what i want. After a very quiet dinner everyone now are waiting for win in the hall. P mile prevent me to wait at the garden because i still have light fever. I become more worried. Before i decide to go and find win, suddenly i see his silhouette and scream gratefully

Win i called and run to him. How could u leave me here,you dont love me right, what if i sold to black market..
I scolded him. I am so worried so i scold him but he just smile. It felt strange. Normally we will fight with each other. But i just ignore that feeling and pull him to sit beside me. He just smile and nodded to what ever i said. Finally i pull him to my bedroom. I can see he smirk to p mile and p mile look pale. But i need to talk to him now. I'm behaving like idiot today, i cant control my self , i really hate when p apo close with p mile. I make stupid excuse and acting spoiled with p mile. But after talking to win i felt really scared. The reality hit me hard. It so hard to digest. After win calmly explain, i getting more scare and try to forget all of it. I still feeling weak but try to act strong for win.  I'm really worry about him. Now when i see him, i really felt tired and his slow and soft caress on my hair make me sleep in no time.

Next morning i wake up in win warm hug. We always like this, but some time we also kick each other ass. I really hope win never leave me, i love what i have with him. We complete each other . What all of fans said are true except we are in love. We always laugh when we see message from fans. He even said even if i was the last man in the world he wont married me. It was 2 years ago. That make me hit him hard and ignoring him for a week. After that he bring me to shushi place to appologize. Since that day i know he will be my forever brother and from his on screen partner i become his cupid when he interested with someone. It so annoying but i always help if i could. It being a year he stop being playboy. I think he love someone. Maybe his family situation hold him or i dont know. That how we are. If he dont want to share i just wait until he is ready to share with me. Untill now i still waiting for him to open up with me. In other word  I just love him so much. He is my best friend and my brother. Then suddenly i felt a bit bored, i wake up and kick win till his fell on his bump. Bright , he shout and glare at me. That was because you leave me here, i said and walk into bathroom like nothing happen. I'm getting ready to follow him, i will stay at his place even he will be at phuket. That how we cover each other ass. Actually i feel not comfortable using p mile cloth.
I love to hangout with them but i need to go home. I cant stay here forever. Now like angry bird, i wait for win in front of bathroom. Win what are you doing, i ask him slowly when i see him. What , he ask pretend like he do nothing but slowly try to avoid me. Metawin, i scream angryly then he run for his life. Using my super power, i jump onto his body until both of us fell down on the floor. I landed on him who is topless and at the same time p mile open the door and look at us. I suddenly feel a bit scared when i see p mile face. I hurrily stand up and glare at win. This is his false. Morning p, i greet p mile. He just nodded. Let have breakfirst, he said. I smile and quickly follow him. But before that i step on win leg. Bright, he scream. Serve u right, i said and run to p mile. He just look at win coldly and softly push me to walk. It was very quiet at dining table. Morning p, i greet everyone but they just nodded. I slowly sit down and start my breakfirst. After a few moment win come down and sit next to me. You will death , he said to me. I just smirk and pass him his breakfirst. The mood is so heavy. I dont even dare to tease win. P, i call p mile, he look at me without a smile. I will follow win back after breakfirst , i said. At least i need to inform him before i go back home. Bright do you want more pancake, p bible ask. No thank you p, i look at him weirdly then i turn back to p mile who look very serious. Before i speak. Bright can you pass me the pepper , p apo ask. I look at him and he signal me to stop talking. I get the hint and slowly go to win. What wrong, i ask him. Win just smirk at me and keep eating his breakfirst. I dont know why but i feel like i was waiting for punishment, so i keep silent. After finish win get up and ready to go home. Thanks for breakfirst, he said. After listen to win i quickly stand up . Thank you phis , next time i will pay for our meal , i said politely. Sit down, suddenly p mile said and sound so firm to me. But p , win will be late. We need to go now, i said. Sit down, win you can go first, he said firmly. Win just smirk and caress my hair. Then he hit me at the back of my head. That for step on my feet, he said. I try to follow win and hit him back but pressed down by win. Metawin, i scold him. Stay here, i will pick you after i return from phuket, he said with a smile. No, i stubornly reply. why you always leave me alone, i ask angrily and feeling sad at the same time. Bye, he said and start walking. Win wait, i said try to follow him. Sit down bright, i heard p mile voice once again. i froze because of his coldness. Then i heard win car leave p mile house. Finish your breakfirst , he sternly order me. I felt really annoyed, first with win who leave me now p mile who act like ganster. No, i smash my spoon and leave the dining and run to my room. I slammed the door as hard as i could. I stay in my room till past lunch hour, i dont want to see anyone. I' m so angry especially toward p mile. No want come to knock my door. After being alone the whole day p mile finaly walk into my room. Let eat he said. I just pretend he was not there, i keep playing my game. Bright lets go, he said again but i keep ignoring. Suddenly i was on his shoulder, I was carried like a sack. P , i scream, i'm so angry. I really hate when he do something like this. He just keep walking and put me at the dining table. All other p are standing in panic. Mile, they said but p mile just go to his chair. Eat, he order me again. i stand up and try to leave. I promise i will tied you up if you dare to walk away, he said coldly. I glare at him and choose the fartest sit from him. P pete try to smile at me but i'm not in mood so i just eat my lunch as fast as i could till i choked. P pete give me water. After a few minute i finish my lunch. Can i go now, i ask. Without waiting for his answer i walk and once again slam the door. I really hate him. After i call my mom, i stand at the balcony and keep thinking about p mile behaviour. I really hate it, then an idea come to me. i will leave the house tonight. I wont see him again, it not my obligation to be civilized when he act like cave man. I try my best not to punch his face. I 'll wait after all of gang go to sleep.