The One

Part 42 - Cold treatment

Bright Pov

Thanks to p pete i manage to cool down p mile anger. I really scared receiving his cold treament.
P pete, p mile look so different , i said to p pete who come to my room to comfort me. He just smile and pull me to couch.
I know ,he said. We have bull to handle, he said. I look at him with question look. He laugh. Oh dear, dont trust your p bible so much. He is bull himself when it invoved things around me. They can't keep their cool when it involve us, their love one. So dont be scare just turn them to whipped boyfriend again, he said.
How, i immediately ask. During time like this, our tears will be useless. I hurrily nod and he laugh again. So you already use our ultimate weapon , he ask me. I do but he wont listen , i said and sulky. Oh my god you are so cute, dont worry he just angry at himself. He wont hurt you. He will die but he wont let you hurt he said again. Then he come to me and whisper. P, i said loud with red face. 
Trust me that the only thing can make them turn to tamed wolf again, he said. I just look at him with scared face.  we only can  cool their hot headed with satisfy thing between their legs, he said again. Then after that, use your tears, he said casually. But i dont know how , i said with red face. No , you know, he said confidently. He is that crazy for you he said. Rest first we have meeting he said and leave me alone.
During their meeting i think of so many ways to seduce p mile. But i cant find anything that suit me and finally fell asleep. When he come back i just being myself and looking for comfort. I never thought my kiss can really cool him down. Now i'm sleep in p mile arms. I hope tomorrow he will be himself again. I really hate cold p mile,  but i promise i'll make him pay for scolding me, i talk to my self and make myself comfortable in his embrace.
I wake up when i feel non stop kiss on my face. Morning baby , he said softly. Hearing that i start crying a river. He  hug me and slowly chuckle. Are you scare baby , he ask. I nodd with the tears. I'm sorry, he said. Can you behave he ask again and i nodded again. Good boy, he said and kiss my lips. P , i said with a sobs. Dont scold me again, i said. If you scold me again, i will run from home i said. He just smile and look into my eyes. No i wont, but promise me to never talk about breaking up again,  he said. I look into his eyes. Dont even think about that, cause baby you gonna be with me all your life , he said firmly. i cant said anything but hug him tighter. I'm hungry i said and look into p mile eyes.  Lets go refresh . we have photoshoot today he said. After kiss me one last time both of us ready for breakfirst. I run to p bible and p jeff. Morning p, i said happily. Morning bright, they said look suprised. No more tantrum p jeff ask. P, it not my fault this time , i said. Then who fault they ask and i slowly whisper. That bull p mile, all of them laugh loudly. Then i felt someone lift me by my waist and bring me to dining table. P i am talking to p bible, i said. He just ignore my words and start puting food on my plate. Eat he said. i just roll my eyes and start eating.
P when we will be back to thai,I ask.
Soon p mile said. How soon i ask again. After i settle the problem here . He answer. Can i go back first, i ask again. Baby we talk about this last night, he said. No we talk about not breaking up , i counter back. Baby,  we talk about how you will behave, he said softly. But i am behaving. p jeff am i behaving right now, i ask p jeff. Of course you are, P jeff said and smirk to p mile. See,  i'am behaving. Can i go back first, I ask again. Why? He ask. Same reason we need to handle our issue , i said. No need,my people already on that issue, you dont need to do anything. P, you broke your promise, you said you never said no to me, i said start sulky and slowly put down my spoon. You have enough breakfirst. You can stop if you want. P, i shout angrily and glare at him but received no response. Liar,  i said and leave the dining and sit on the swing at the garden. I am so worried about my career. I am bread winner for my family. What if this scandle make me out of market. I know i have enough for my mom and myself. but i have workers and relative to think about. He must think that its only small business compare to his family, but for us, my family it a souce of income that we desprately hold on.
That the different between me and him. Everything i do look not important to him. I wipe my tears. It might be small amount for him, but for us it everything. He wont understand this. I contact my staff inform them to be calm. Just act like usual. When i come home i will do press conference to clear everything. I also try to contact p toey. ask her about the situation. She said dont worry and she will do all she could. Then i call my mom, we talk about everything. I miss her so much but i never let her know my problem. Out of no where she ask me about p mile. Are you really with him ,she ask. I just said i dont know mom, there so much in my mind , i said. Do you love him, she ask again. I dont know, i said. It not about his gender, it just that we are from common family and they are from prestige family. I dont want people to look down at you, she said slowly. I know mom , i said and start tearing. I miss u mom. I really miss you. I wish you are here with me, i said. Dont be a cry baby, i know my son is strong. We can face this, it just small matter. We have go thru so much before. It ok if you lost your popularity. i can work if we dont have enough. She said. I laugh, try to change the mood but my tears really cant stop. Dont worry mom, i will never let you work again even if i need to do hard labor, i said. Then, we start laughing and crying at the same time. We only have each other, we only can rely on each other. Mom i really miss you but i need to work now, i promise i'll be okay ,i said again. Okay mom i love you, i said and start walking to our room. I see p jeff at hall area. P jeff,  i greet him with a big smile. Are you okay he ask me. I'm fine p. I  just talk to my mom. I miss her,  i said in a very happy mode. He just smile at me. Got to go p, i need to ready for my shoot i said and walk to my room. Then after i get into the room i cant pretend to be happy anymore, i just wipe my tears and ready for my shoot. I wait for p mile at the garden again. i felt a bit comfortable here. I never once looking at my media social account. I have no courage and try to focus on my current project. Baby , p mile call me and i turn to him with big smile. Are you ready p, i ask cheerfully. P mile look at me and nod. Let go p i said start walking to his car. After get into the car i just look out the window admire the beautiful sky. Baby, p mile called. I turn to him with a smile. Yes p , i reply. Are you ok baby, he ask. I am fine p. Dont worry i said and then turn to the sky again.

After the shoot a reporter interview us for the mangazine. Everything work smoothly until last question. Are you happy with your life now the reporter ask. I'm so happy till i felt so hurt now. That how much i am happy now, i said. The reporter look and me and just smile. i hope you can go thru what ever you face right now he said. I just laugh and smile to him. I think i see p mile hand shaking. But it must be my imagination. After the reporter leave, i Iook at him and ask. What next p, do we have any schedule after this i ask him with a smile. No we dont, he said. We can have lunch and rest at home after this. Ok p, i said ready to leave the room and walk to the door. Baby p mile pull my hand and look at me with unknown gaze. Yes p, i ask him again. He hug me tight and look into my eyes. You know i really love you right, he ask. I do p, i answer him with a smile and hug him. Let go, i said and start walking.

After we reach home i excuse myself and again sit on the swing and look at the beautiful sky. I miss home so much but i will behave and not become a burden to anyone. I dream of  long vacation with my mom. I want to see my grandma. I really miss them. I only have my family as my safezone. Be patient bright, you can do this.

Baby it late, let get in p mile come to me and hold my hand softly. Okay p, i said and walk into the house. Everyone was at the hall and chat waiting for dinner.
I sit near p jeff and start chating with them. I just laugh at their jokes and obediently waiting for p mile instruction. After our dinner and i just wait and listen to their talk. I felt really sleepy and tired but i try my best to be with them. Baby , i heard p mile call me. Yes p, i reply imediately, if you are tired you can rest and sleep he said. Really p, thank you , after that i said good bye to all and walk to my room. P mile hold my hand. This is your home, you can do what ever you want , he said looking into my eyes. Okay p, i said with a smile and walk to my room.