The One

Part 6 - Stare

Bright pov

I can feel his stares when i walk to their table. I'm giving my best smile. My fans said i can melt the mountain if i smile. But p mile just stares and look annoyed. I  dont have the caurage to say i'm sorry regarding the gossip. I glad all the team are very friendly and nice. I try to ignore p mile as much as i could but i felt i was stared and observe by him. When i look at him, he casually  look at his food or drink. He show me how he dont want me to be here.  He must hate me to the core. I really dont have the clue how the gossip begin,  this is my 1st time meeting him, hopefully this gonna be my last time too. All of us chat with random issue. P bible really take care of p pete. Maybe they are in real relation. I'm so happy for them if its true. I look around our table, I'm the only one with bright color among all this black mafia style. They must be from their rehersal. I was thinking to ask weather i can attend their concert and waiting for the right time to ask. Luckily p pete ask about BW concert. I was really happy and answer all his question happily. No, You cant do that. That was p mile 1st sentence to me. I was so shocked and scared. I immediately say sorry. I know i'm not well build like all of them. I just want to steal their mafia vibe. I know my company never allow me topless on stage. They said i'm too red if i sweaty. If i want to do that i need to tan my skin like i do in my series before.  I know he is not comfortable with me in their group, even p bible said he is behaving like that because he meet me for the first time, i still felt unconfortable. When he said i cannot do that make me really hurt. I really sad and angry. He look like gentleman but behave like cave man. I will never talk to him again. i immediately message win to pick me up. I know i'm being brat with him before but i really need someone i can talk and cry freely. Win is my stress releaser and best friend. He know how to handle me. I need him now.  P bible really sweet. He know i'm not in good mood, then  he offer an ice cream for me. I politely reject him and told him that win is on the way to pick me up. I not sure if i am mistaken or not, i think i can see p mile face become darker and redder like he is holding his anger. I dont care anymore, i wont see him again. I just pray win come as soon as posible. While waiting, we keep having a small talk and i completely ignore p mile. I dont want to see his face at all. I know i am not rich person but i never want to make a friend because of their status or money. All good story about him is a total lie. For me he just rich brat with bad attitude. Its his lost if he dont want to be my friend. I will act like i never see him. I silently sulky and whine in my head. I  really need to go home. I hate it here.
Bright let eat ice cream, p bible pass me small bowl with ice cream. My eyes become brighter when i see my favorite ice cream strawbery . I look at the big bowl ice cream on the table. I  immediately know that the ice cream from p mile bowl. Thank you p, i am full. I reject again,  politely. I dont want to be scold by p mile again. I dont want his ice cream. I completely reject his existing now. Panggg p mile smash his spoon on table. Eat! dont act like a child , he said to me with higher tone. I was so shock and felt so shy. I want to cry so much. Mile, p bible call him. Apo also look at his friend weirdly. It ok bright if you dont want to eat he say. Whats wrong with you,  all of his friend said to him. I nearly stand up and leave the table but p bible hold my knees and slowly said wait for win he will arrived soon. I look at him with stings eyes. Bright, a familiar voice called me. I  instantly stand up and hug him tightly. what wrong bright, he ask softly. I just shake my head and ask him to take me home. I try to act normal and said thank you to all p bible friend except for p mile. I can felt win anger when he hold my hand and sofly ask again what wrong. I just smile and said win can we buy ice cream on the way back, i think i need a lot of it. win just nod and reply with hurm. He turn to mile, i dont know how he know mile is the reason of me being sad. I pull his hand and start to walk because i dont want to make a drama but Win just stand there and said if you are angry because of gossip, be more discreet and dont let people see you, win said to p mile. After that he drag me out of the cafe. I really confuse and dont understand win words. When i get into the car l start crying. Win just keep silent and drive to ice cream shop. I refuse to go out and with sigh win go to the shop and buy my favorite ice cream. Our journey was silent, this is special bond between me and my best friend win. We give space to each other. He know i will talk to him when i'm ready. I dont know  when i fell asleep. I only wake up by win when we arrive at my home. Thank you i said. See you when i see u i said try to cheer up. He just smile and nod. Give me a call when you get into your house ,he said like usual. I just nod because i have no energy to fight with him. Thanks win, only you not look down at me i silently said. I just have a bit of anger towards p mile. Its not his fault if he dont want to be my friends. I just hope he dont show it directly. It hurt my pride but it ok i will work harder. I'm millionaire now but i have no power and connection. I'm selfmade millionaire. I need to work double harder compare to others. I know not all people love me but direct rejection make me so embarrased. I will consider it my mistake. I thought it more safe if i hang around with artist who have mafia vibe compare to real gang. My purpose of meeting them is to study for my next concert and series. Thats why i'm so happy and easily accept when p bible ask me to have dinner together. But next time if he act like arrogant bastard i 'll punch his not so handsome face. No, i dont want to see him at all.