The Way He Looked At Her

I'll kill her.

Four years later.

I haven't got over Gemma killing Jax. I was planning on getting my revenge on her today because I've been planing this for a few years now. I know it's a long time. But it was hard because of the whole club watching and proting her knowing what happened at the hospital.

  I wanted to so badly just shot her in the head but I don't want to hurt anyone else. I took the path Jax wanted me to go. I followed my dreams. When it came to what he wanted when I was in the hospital and he drugged me.

  When he told me he didn't want to see me again. But the part about moving on to another guy I never did. I haven't stopped thinking about him. I have been trying to move on because that is what he wanted but I still feel like he is alive and this is all in my head. I just feel like he is out there somewhere. I have been looking at the club for an hour. As I have been waiting for Gemma. Wanting to get my hands on her so bad it has been killing me. I then see her. She hasn't changed a bit. She was going into the club she dragged Clay with her. He didn't know what was going on till I had the pistol pointing at her head almost firing. Everyone ran Gemma and Clay in the club doors knowing I was very mad and I had the pistol in my hand. I went down there as I ran to the door they had closed. Of course the door was locked. " Let me in! She killed Jax! She killed him! She knows it! She knows it. If it wasn't for her Jax would be alive right now!  Your in there with her!  She is the killer that killed him!" I said having my back sliding on the back of the door. " She killed him and now she is going to pay for what she has done! " I yelled. As I held the pistol. In my hands wanting to shot everyone in that bar. Because they know Gemma killed Jax. Her own son. My best friend. Now he is gone and Im going to kill her for what she has done. She is going to pay. No matter what. She deserves it for what she did to Jax she is done if I get my hands on her. She thinks she is all that she hasn't seen anything yet. I went to see if an windows were open. There was one in the restroom. I put my little body in and opened the door slowly Where the club were now having a meeting. I saw Gemma in my sights. As I was about to aim at her head I looked and saw. No it can't be, no this can't be happening. I looked at every one and looked around some more at all in the group not knowing what to do at all.