The Way He Looked At Her

Morning.

I woke up to him having his arms around me as I felt safe all those times before. It was the best feeling having him back in my life. I was so glad. I was glad that I have him again. I'm really lucky. I really am. I held on to him tighter as a sign I was awake. I felt him move so that ment he was awake to. I got up from his arms and went to the bathroom then got a shower. I forgot my clothes I went out there with just a towel on. When I got back in my room Jax was still there as he put his shirt back on and his leather jacket. He eyed me up and down when he was done getting ready and put his arm around my waist. I felt weird with Jax just holding me with just my towel on me I know it sounds stupid but Jax has never seen me naked well maybe when we were younger like when we were babies or toddlers. But not like when we were teens and now. For some odd reason we haven't even had sex. I know it sounds weird knowing thee Jax Teller hasn't had sex with me. But trust me I know how much of a sex beast he is. He had sex with all the pretty girls in school. I know I wasn't pretty. Still not really that pretty. So I wouldn't be surprised if he has been sleeping around with other girls since he came back. Which made me cringe just thinking about it. " Hey you alright? " He said as he still held me. " Yeah I'm fine. " I lied. I think he noticed. He continued. " You haven't seemed fine since you woke up. " He said now looking at me as I was looking for clothes in my closet. " I got to ask you a question. But I want to get dressed first. " I said as I got my clothes and was heading back to the bathroom. " Alright. " Was all he said. I looked back at him and then went back to the bathroom. I felt sick thinking all the girls he has been with. I don't get why now it is getting to me. Highschool is over. Jax can't be the same guy anymore. He can't. If he is I don't know what I'm going to do. This is really getting to me. I have to stop thinking about stuff like this. It is getting to me bad. I went and put my work clothes on.