The Way He Looked At Her

Where could he be?

  After the shower I put my clothes on and my backpack where I take everywhere with me. I put my black converse on and walk out the door. I look around and try to find my car. I go in the garage I see my car with a note on the roof of the car. I read,

  Hey there darling, if your reading this it means that you're out of the hospital and I probably said goodbye to you. I'm sorry it had to end like that. If you really want to talk about this meet me at the club. Here are the the directions if you don't remember. I love you Em always will.

  It then shows directions and I run to my car. I go as fast as I could I never wanted to lose him. I don't want to lose him at all. I just want things with us to be okay again.

  I want to know he is okay. If he hasn't done anything crazy. Then I was in my parked car at the club. I stop and look around.

  I got out of the car. Grabbing nothing but my keys and my cell phone with me. Then I run in the club. I saw Gemma there as she was suprised to see me.

  As if she had seen a ghost. I still remember what was said at the hospitel. As it still crushed my heart and made me think about how Gemma really is. As she made my heart hurt just looking at her.

   As I just wanted to talk to her but I feel she would lie to me anyways. She didn't look happy to see me. "Where is Jax? " I said as I looked around the bar.

  " He isn't here, he had to do some business with the guys. Why are you here Emma? " She said on a serous tone. I guess she really wanted me out of Jax's life.

    " I wanted to see him. I thought if he wanted things to end I would just think that I wouldn't have to be put to sleep this time. " I said as I sat on one of the stoles. I saw Gemma getting on a stole next to me.

  She just nods her head of understanding. I just look at her. "I'm sorry I've been a problem. I've just have been hurt most of my life and you know that.

  I just want to see him one last time then I'll go and never come back. " I said as I looked at Gemma. She just nodded her head again. " Em, we all love you here.

   We are just trying to keep you safe-" " From what? " "A group, they are very bad people. They want to get under Jax's skin, and they know that your Jax's life. So, they have been trying to get to you.

  That is why Jax has been distant lately. He wants to keep you safe but has to stay away from you to do that. " She said as I just stood there trying to get this all together in my head.