The Way He Looked At Her

I missed this..

When I finally see her house it looks like it was years ago. With yellow paint. But I think that's gold like everyone else's . When I used her door bell she ran to the door like she used to because she always loved guests. " Oh Emma come in! " She said I saw her dog Powder I missed him so much. He ran right up to me. I ran and lifted him up and spined him around. " I missed you so much boy. " I said as I was so happy I was in tears holding on to him. He died if a week or two after Sally's death. It hurt me a lot knowing I couldn't have him as a part of Sally but he was her dog always will be. When I sat down as I sat him on my now white dress but the thing is I never really liked dresses or white but that's what everyone wore here I guess after their death. When I see her sit down I couldn't help but be the happiest I've ever been in a very long time. " Okay so what had happened since I ' left '? " " You better get comfy because it's going to take a while. " I said as I then told her everything. She knew about Jax but not that much because of her sickness but she did know him because he was pretty much always with me. She seemed very understanding. She understood because she felt the same with her ex husband. She loved him very much he tried to take care of her but you see it wasn't enough. When I left there. I saw all my dead family members and after all that I tried to find Mom and Dad. I've been gone for what it felt like a very long time but I guess time doesn't matter. I tried to find them as I was the signs again leading to I guess our house. I saw Dad cleaning the house like he always did because he is a clean freak Mom would always be at work and he would take care of me because I was if 5 when he died. So he did that and clean. It was almost crazy how clean it is. It's crazy to say that this is my new home and I have my family members back. Maybe I could do this maybe I could deal with this. Maybe I'll do this for Jax maybe he would want me happy.