The Way He Looked At Her

This can't be happening..

Gemma been in her office for the past hour. I have been in the bar waiting for Jax. I haven't drinked any beer. It's was only because I don't want to seem weak.

Because I drink when I want to escape the world. Escape my problems and need to feel okay. I used to do it all the time when I was younger, because that was what my mom was doing it. She wanted me to do it with her and wanted someone to talk to as it first stared when my dad died.

  Jax knows that. I just want to be with him. Without drama and worrying. It hurts me knowing no one wants us together but Jax and I.

Only if they did, things would be better. Way better. I sat at the bar looking out the window waiting for Jax. I then see the club members covered in blood.

I then see Jax and Tigs grabbing some random guy I haven't seen and like an idiot I went out there. I saw everyone having a shocked face. I then see the guy letting go of Jax and Tigs. He was running at me.

I ran as fast as I could the other direction. Jax was running after the guy with a gun I then hear gun shots. I turned around and saw Jax on the ground as the guy had a gun on my head. I looked at all of them with fearful eyes.

I just looked at Jax as he had been shot. With blood all over him already but with his own blood with the random blood he already had. I looked up at the guy. He was this big Mexican guy.

He looked like an Mayen. He just looked at the club members as most of them checked on Jax. Jax was laying on the gravel looking up at the sky breathing heavily but he was only doing that before he lost his life. I wanted to cry but I wanted to be strong for him.

Opie ran at the guy and started to punch the guy as I escaped. I ran to Jax as I held his hand hoping he would hold it back. I was fearing for his life. I want Jax to live and be okay. " Jax, stay with me. "

I said as I kissed his head. I saw his blood going down to the driveway. "Guys, someone needs to call ambience! He is losing blood for crying out loud! "
I yelled as I heard someone run inside. Opie and Bobby killed the guy. They disposed his body then Juice called an ambulance. The people took Jax to the hospital and I went with him after I told them we were married.

I went with them because I won't leave him. He needs me and I'm not going to give up on him not this time. Then I repeat in my head, not this time not again.