Myself (⚠️Not A Chapter)

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Well I don't know where to start😅. It's a bit difficult for me. But actually I just want to introduce myself as many of you were curious about me, like my name, where I'm from and what's my age. So I thought of letting you know officially so that you don't need to message me to know these things.

Some of you already know me. I'm sorry if you ever thought that I'm rude. Actually I just wanted some time to reveal myself. Today I finally got the courage.

You see the girl in the picture? Yeah that's me😅(I know I look like shit😓

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You see the girl in the picture? Yeah that's me😅(I know I look like shit😓. But what can we do, everyone cannot look as good as Jeff Satur)

My name is Namrata Mazumder
I'm an Indian Girl
From Kolkata
My age is 16(soon to be seventeen)
Right now I'm studying in class 11

MY LITTLE EXPERIENCE

Well I was actually not a bl fan, but that's before I watched KinnPorsche. It is my first bl and yes of course it made me such a big fan of bls. I started discovering more bls. But of course nothing can match the level of KinnPorsche.

After I started watching bl, I was afraid that what would be the reaction of my mother if she finds out? Will she scold me and ask me to stop watching bls? That's what was on my mind. I did not dare tell her.

After that I came on wattpad and started writing a fan fiction of KimChay. She still did not know. After I updated some chapters, sometimes my mother would walk onto me while I was writing. And I would be nervous and start to hide my phone from her.

She was a bit suspicious but never asked anything. One day she came to have a conversation with me. She told me that if I ever want I can share anything with her and she would never judge me.

It took a lot of courage but I confessed to her about everything. My watching bl and writing fan fiction. And guess what happened after that?

She beat me up and told that I need to stop doing shit and focus on my studies. She took away my phone and locked me up. She behaved like a damn homophobic.

Well....nothing like this happened😅. In fact she supported me more into writing. Never asked a question about which bls I watch or watched so as not to make me uncomfortable. I could not believe my own ears. I was so relieved and happy at the same time that I did not needed to hide anything from her anymore.

She also asked me to send her the link of my writings. And believe me all the votes I get in every chapter, I know one of them is hers. Yes she reads my stories and also votes them(Even the smut chapters😝)

I was so surprised as when I showed her the introduction of my stories, she said, "Ok...I think I know this guy"

Well I was actually not a bl fan, but that's before I watched KinnPorsche. It is my first bl and yes of course it made me such a big fan of bls. I started discovering more bls. But of course nothing can match the level of KinnPorsche.

After I started watching bl, I was afraid that what would be the reaction of my mother if she finds out? Will she scold me and ask me to stop watching bls? That's what was on my mind. I did not dare tell her.

After that I came on wattpad and started writing a fan fiction of KimChay. She still did not know. After I updated some chapters, sometimes my mother would walk onto me while I was writing. And I would be nervous and start to hide my phone from her.

She was a bit suspicious but never asked anything. One day she came to have a conversation with me. She told me that if I ever want I can share anything with her and she would never judge me.

It took a lot of courage but I confessed to her about everything. My watching bl and writing fan fiction. And guess what happened after that?

She beat me up and told that I need to stop doing shit and focus on my studies. She took away my phone and locked me up. She behaved like a damn homophobic.

Well....nothing like this happened😶😶😶

Well...I just want to say that I feel so lucky to get a mother like her. Who supports me in everything and is like my best friend with whom I can share everything.

I don't know if she is reading this. If she is, then I want to tell her;

"Maa, I love you. I love you so much❤❤❤"

There are some things that is difficult to be told in person. I will never have the guts to tell her in person so I'm saying it here, in front of the world. I wish that everyone gets a mother like mine. These are the feelings that I wanted to say to her from a long time. These words are from my heart.

Well...thank you for listening to this idiot for so long. I hope I did not waste your time. Ok then bye bye🥰.

And yes I love you all too for being patient with your idiotic author and also supporting her❤❤❤

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