Blame It On The Streets

Look At Me Now

(January 14th 5:32pm)
Teyana.

"Babe look" I point to my Mac laptop.

"Look at what?" Keenan walks into the living room with Chaz following him. He sits next to me.

"Isn't this house nice?" I showed him the house I found on Realtor.

"Where that at?" He takes the laptop from my lap and put it on his.

"Pico Rivera" I answer.

He shrugs. "It's nice"

"It has five bedrooms-"

"Why do we need five bedrooms?"

"We could have a guest room, a room for King, our room"

"We gonna have three guest bedrooms"

"No we'll just have extra rooms for when we have ba-" he cuts me off "Don't even say that"

I giggle. "Fine we'll just have three guest rooms."

He chuckles. "How much is it?"

I crossed my fingers behind my back hoping that he won't immediately say no when he sees the price $625,000.

He shrugs. "I like it"

"What does that mean?"

"It means I like it."

I roll my eyes when he turns away. This is the first house I showed him that he's actually taken interest in. I don't know if he's becoming annoyed with me asking him about all the houses or if he's getting tired of living here too. But I'm tired of staying in the damn house. Its like he doesn't understand why I wanna move out so quickly. I don't want me and my son living in this probably possessed house.

"Soo" I begin "Can we buy it?"

"I don't know" He gives back the laptop.

"You never know" I mumble.

"What?"

"Nothing."

"Say the shit" He demands.

"I said you never know."

"What don't I ever know?"

"You never know what you want to do. I want to get out of this house and your playing." I move a little away from him.

"Well go move into your own shit Teyana. Nobody's stoping you." He yells standing up and walking out the living room. I look at him in disbelief.

He's acting like I'm asking for too much. I just don't want to live in the same house that you murdered my ex in. Like the fuck, who would?

I've put up with living in this house for three weeks and I'm just simply tired of it.

I shrugged off what he said the entire day. I did everything I would usually do, cooked dinner, washed dishes, cleaned, all that. I just ignored him. He tried apologizing but I wasn't having that.

After my long shower, I put on my nightclothes and went downstairs and laid on the couch with the TV on.

I wasn't sleeping with him because I already know what's going to happen. He's gonna start trying to feel all over me and then I'm gonna yell at him and then he's gonna yell back and then it's gonna be fucking World War 3.

Keenan.

I know now that what I said was wrong but Teyana is over reacting. She was looking at me all strange when I was eating the food she cooked as if I shouldn't be because of what I said.
Like bitch why would you make the fucking food if you wanted me to starve?