At this this point in my life I feel so stuck in the middle of everything that I have no control over. All I can do is exist. And try my best to take good care of myself and the people around me. I believe that people can change. I have to change every single day in order to make it through each day. My feelings are so much bigger than me that I feel like all I can do is surf inside of them and try not to drown in the crashing waves. It hasn't gotten any easier yet. I don't expect life to get easier anymore. I do have hope and faith though that it will still be amazing and I pray for it to get better for everyone. I keep waking up and doing my best to become a better person and influence the people around me to do the same. I've made so many mistakes and bad decisions. Some days it's really hard to live with myself. Most days honestly. But I'm here to face it and try to do better.
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This is my truth
Non-FictionMy life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she wr...
