My body is warm....
it's my home.
It's part of me.
Every single cell is loved by me.
Every dip & dent.
Every single inch.
I used to feel like I was lost at sea...
Floating alone in a deep deep black ocean of agony.
So comfortable and warm in my body but full of loathing for how so many called it fat.
Fatty fatty 2 by 4
It made me hate myself in the ugliest way.
Filled me with rage so hot I couldn't think a single kind though 💔
Fat thighs with saddle bags.
She's not a "flat belly"
Despise despise despise.
Damn DNA 😫
No one ever told me not to question my creator.
No one ever said "you are good enough".
No one ever said "you're ok"!
No one ever asked what I needed.
No one knew I needed anything.
Picked apart.
Not treated well.
Not very loved.
My self worth suffered greatly.
I struggle to this day with it.
I am confident that I am good enough.
But the echo of memories never quiets.
Each day brings the challenge of trying to think positive even through all the thoughts of everything that is wrong with me.
Even though I love myself.
And I know that I am more than good enough.
I am excellent!
And I am true to myself.
I live lovingly in my body.
Saying only nice things about myself.
Because that is what I deserved all along 💛
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This is my truth
Non-FictionMy life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she wr...
