I could have answered my mothers questions
Could have voiced boundaries
Could have expressed my heart
To this day I can't speak sometimes
I don't answer my phone
I stay home
There's nothing wrong with me
During these times my internal self is busy processing
Life is so much
It takes SO INCREDIBLY MUCH TRUST
I give it have it and am it
I am trustworthy
Reliable only when I'm able though
It's a gamble
Invisible disabilities
It used to feel embarrassing
I spent so much time wanting to unalive myself
Because I can't make it by myself
I need love to carry me
Family to inspire me
Friends to motivate me
I need my own self to keep thriving for me
Understanding that I am not my disabilities
I am not the things that limit me
I am not just surviving
I am living in perfect timing
Too bad I suck at rhyming
If I didn't I could make the money of 5 kings
By writing
Nose diving
Straight into inside me
YOU ARE READING
This is my truth
Non-FictionMy life has been an intense journey from a little girl who was beaten down and abused into believing that she was worthless, to a woman at 43 years of age who is still desperately searching for who she truly is. I found her though. I did. And she wr...
