Chapter 3.

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3. Losing it

"Rise and Shine~" A voice woke me up, i slowly opened my eyes. "Andrea..?" I mumbled, "Cmon we're gonna miss it." "W-what miss what...?" Andrea dragged me up to go up at the RV. I was still half asleep so I stumbled a bit but we both sat down. I rubbed my eyes, "So what are we waiting...for..." My eyes cleared and there was a beautiful sunrise.

I'm not a morning person but it was beautiful. Andrea hands me a snack and we both ate together. "How do you like it so far...the group," she asked, "It's welcoming, except for one person." "Shane? Yeah, he's been a hot head. Honestly since Rick came he changed. Don't tell anyone but before Rick, Lori and Shane would sneak around, I'm guessing to have sex." I coughed on my snack and she pat my back.

"No way! Wow, does Rick know?" I asked shocked, "Nope, but when Rick first showed up. It looks like Lori didn't even know he was alive. I don't even know if it's cheating or not but she ditched Shane so im guessing it's not?" She said, "I see that Lori loves Rick, it just sad for Rick. I feel bad." I said and she held my hand, "Cheer up its not your fault, they're adults they can figure it out." I nod, "Im going back to sleep, you comin'?" She asked and I shook my head.

"I'll stay here for a while, go rest" I said with a smile and she smiled back and climbed down. I felt bad for Rick but Andrea was right. I looked at the sunrise. 'Mom, Dad. I found a new group, a family, I'm sorry... I'm so sorry. I promise, I'll be stronger for you, I won't run away again..' I looked down and decided to walk around. I climbed down and put on my shoes.

I walked around the fence, when I felt someone calling for me. "Y/N, my niña preciosa...(My precious girl.)" I squinted my eyes and saw a figure near the forest, I got closer and saw my mom.

"Mom... is that you?" I said as I slowly got closer. "Yes mi amor...come hug me. I missed you." She said with her arms out. "Mom...lo siento (Im sorry).." I said with tears in my eyes slowly going to her, As I got closer I heard grumbling and moaning sounds.

"I know mi princesa,No es tu culpa...tenías medio. (It's not your fault, you were scared) Come and give me a hug."She smiled and I kept walking close and the noise got louder. I held my arms out when my mom fell to the ground. "Mom!?" I said as I ran to her and saw an arrow on her head. I felt tears forming and felt someone grab my arm.

"You gotta death wish girl!?" An angry voice said, I didn't look back, just looked at the dead corpse.
"Are you outa your mind?!" "You killed her..." " Course' I did, you were about to be eaten!'' "What...?" I looked at him and then looked at the corpse and it was a walker. I quickly got up and went close to Daryl.

"Looks like your more messed up than me..." he pulled out a box of cigarettes and put one in his mouth. "...wanna talk 'bout it." He said as he offered me one.
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We both sat down on the grass, "Why are you even helping me..?" I said as I looked at him, he smoked his cigarette not looking at me. "Cause you helped me, So talk." I rolled my eyes, "I saw my mom...she was wearing a white dress. We were both talking..it was really her but turns out it was a dumb walker." I said looking at the grass, playing with it. Daryl kept smoking his cigarette, "How'd your parents die." He asked.

"They were fighting off the walkers and I just stood there. They needed help but I was to scared to move, I felt paralyzed. They were yelling at me for help and all I could do was...watch." I stoped for a sec and I could feel him looking at me. "...A walker bit my dad, and my mom ran to help him and then a walker grabbed her. She yelled at me for help...but...I couldn't move. They both got eaten infront of me. A walker grabbed me but I reacted and push it away and ran." Tears started to form but I wiped them away.

"Selfish isn't it..." I said as I scoffed and looked at him. He was looking at me and by his eyes I can tell he felt bad but hid it. He continued to smoke, "You did what you had to do, It's all about survival now. You ain't alone no more" He said, I softly smiled. "Let's head on back." He said and we both got up. I hugged him and he was shock, his body tensed not knowing what to do. I let go, "Thank you Daryl, truly..." i smiled and he looked away. "It's 'right.." he mumbled. We both head back to rest.

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