And then I met You ➳ n.h

Should I..?

We walked out the tour bus to look for food and there was my nightmare in real life. The bus was surrounded by probably hundreds of fans yelling, throwing stuff, and holding up posters with comments that can hurt even the strongest person on Earth.

"Niall deserves better!"

"Just make the world a favor and DIE!!"

"You don't deserve him"

"Just leave him alone and walk out of his life"

"You're only hurting Niall and the entire band with him"

"If you're smart you'll end this right now"

Crazy huh? I looked down. This whole time it had been only a dream, not a reality that was only tearing me apart.
John came up to us, "they got here early this morning and they won't leave. You girls know the drill, head down and walk fast." We did as he said, and before we began making our way inside the concessions John added,"oh and Anabeth, don't pay attention to any of the comments. Don't let them hurt you, stay strong. Now c'mon"

As we walked a couple of things hit me. Not thoughts, literally flying objects hit me. I couldn't believe this. Was I still dreaming? Please let it all be just a dream. Tell me this is all a bad dream. Wake up Beth!! I tried pinching myself and pouring cold water on me once we were inside, but it didn't work. I wasn't asleep. I was wide awake and this was all real. How can fans not support the happiness of their idol?! How can they be so selfish..?

I checked my phone. I still hasn't logged out of social media so I was going to do that. But before I had the chance I noticed one comment that made me explode:

"All of this is stupid. Niall is probably dating you just for pity. I mean look at you! Think will ya? @OneDirection has lost one 3k followers for one dumb girl already. Ha. Niall, you can end the joke now before you continue losing more and more fans' support."

I was about to reply when Jenni took my phone away. "No Beth you're not going to ruin that girl's life and make her need psychological therapy, okay?!" She changed my password for every social media then logged out of them and deleted the apps. "There! Now you can't access hate anymore. Whatever they say won't get to you. And forget about what you read because it's not true."

"Alright Jennifer but what if it is?! Niall can't like someone like me. I'm no supermodel. My personality is poop. It's not fair for him. I can't do this to him anymore. I've tried to be strong but I can't let this hurt his career... This entire week has completely ruined me emotionally and physically. I'm done.. "

"Wait. What are you trying to say?!"

"I'm saying that I'm done. I'm done trying. I'm not going to kill myself like everyone seems to want. But I'm not going to continue something that is only harming the person I-"

I stopped for minute. I hate cheesy love stories as much as I hate vegetables. But I was about to say a phrase that is used in every single romance story. Holy poop. I loved Niall. I..

Jenni finished me sentence:
"-love.."

"Yes Jenni.. the person I love. I don't like seeing his fans leave because of a dumb girl like me. He does deserve better. He deserves the world and I'm nowhere near that great"

"Anabeth you're not thinking about-"

"I might be."

I grabbed my stuff and went back to the bus. I had no escort. I didn't look down. I didn't look to the sides either. I kept my face up and my look forward. I was done feeling worthless.

I got all of my belongings and I walked to my car that somehow was taken to every concert location.

I now know I truly love Niall. But should I really leave him like this? Should I..?"

I caught a glimpse of the stage and the guys practicing. Niall seemed happy, he was doing what he loved and he should get all the support he can.

I'm sorry Blondie, but it's for the best. I need to remember who I am, and I'm not going to be the person to ruin your dreams of singing and changing many people's lives.

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