Nervous | Aonung

.XXXI

"It's not that big of a deal," I roll my eyes as Nan scolds me.

"Yes it is! You don't come home for days on end and you only come home when you think I'm not here and to have sex with Aonung!" She yells. pacing around the room.

"I didn't come home for days because I didn't want to see you!" I yell back.

"Why not? What did I do?" Her voice dropped of sarcasm.

"Everything! You leave for days on end, you trash the Mauri, ground me for every little thing and treat me like a child!" I scream, tears forming in my eyes.

Don't cry you bitch

"You are a child!" She spits, turning to face me.

"No I'm not a child, I grew up faster than other kids I didn't need a stupid toy!" I breath heavily, standing my ground.

"You need to show me some respect!" Nan scolds, scoffing.

"Respect? How can I show you respect when you've treated me with nothing but it?!" I glare at her with a blank stare.

"Your still a child and your still mine!" She stutters.

"No I'm not!" I yell. "I'm the next Tsahik of this clan, arranged to the next Oley'ktan and I am not a child!"

Nan just stares at me, nostrils flared as she thinks of what to say back.

"Your not a child huh?" She raises a brow. "Then get out of my Mauri!" 

"Fine!" I yell, running to my room to grab my stuff.

I grab my bow off the wall and place it on my back, then I grab my spear, holding it in my hand as I pick up my chest of clothes. Coming out of my room I put my chest in Roxtos room.

"What are you doing?" She asks, referring to the chest in Roxtos room.

"Donating," I smile before walking out of the Mauri.

"I'll be waiting," Nan yells sarcastically.

"Don't fucking hold your breath!" I yell back.

That bitch

My breathing increased in volume as i aggressively wiped away my tears. Flaring my nostrils. my legs start picking up speed as I begin to run.

Where was I running? I have no idea. It's still nighttime and only the moon is lighting my path.

I can't go to Tsireyas or Aonungs for obvious reasons and I went to Iskra's last night. So who's Mauri do I go to? I didn't want to bother anyone so I'll just go into the forest.

As I was running I bump into a broad chest, stumbling back slightly as tears still threaten to break.

"Ka'nu are you ok?" Looking up I see Yukis concerned eyes looking down at me.

"Yuki," I sigh, falling into her arms from exhaustion.

"Hey, hey," Yuki was clearly worried.

"I'm so tired," I mumble into her arms, exhaustion suddenly taking over my body.

"Let's get you home," Yuki says firmly.

"No! No home!" I whisper yell. "Sorry."

"It's ok, let's go to mine?" Yuki offers as we begin to walk to her Mauri.

I couldn't form sentences and my entire body began to feel numb. What the fuck is going on? My vision began to fade away at the corners as everything turned black and white and splotches of colours randomly appeared.