Nervous | Aonung

.XLVI

Aonung and I were helping Ronal to weave a new bed for a Mauri that's just been built. Ronal asked me to help and Aonung was just with me. He joined because apparently 'mates who weave together sleep together'.

Ronal didn't like that.

But I'm certain that's not the only reason he's joining. I think he just wants to prove he's kind.

I do believe he's kind, I know he is. That's why I'm helping him realise he doesn't have to be a dick all the time. Good things happen to good Navi.

I also couldn't stop thinking about what he said earlier. I know he probably meant nothing by it but the way he said 'I deserve a nice prize then?' made my insides tingle.

Did he really mean it? I said I wouldn't mate with him until he's proven how kind he can be, and he's being kind but I want him to realise being kind is better than being cruel.

However, just because we're not mating doesn't mean we can't still do stuff. We've only had sex once, and Tonowari cut it short before anything could've happened.

I always wonder what would've happened that night. I know Aonungs great at pleasing me, he's confident and has a very good dick so you can only imagine he'd be good at sex. He's also so strong. The way he could just pick me up and throw me against a wall does something.

Fucking hell

I need to stop thinking about this, it's getting embarrassing. Aonung doesn't deserve to be though of in that way.

I'm sure he's never thought so sexually of me,  but then again he is a very sexual person, not in a weird way but when something starts, he finishes it.

I look over to Aonung and see him concentrating hard as he slowly weaves each leaf. Ronal and I worked at a fast pace because we have been doing this for some time. He just started today.

"How are you so fast?" Aonung asks, catching my attention.

I look down; noticing that I've finished, I didn't even realise I had because I was too busy thinking about Aonung.

Get it together Ka'nu

"Practise," I smile; shrugging.

"I've done this longer than you have dear and yet your much faster," Ronal furrows her brows as she inspects my weaved material.

"I was just thinking about something," I brush them off as I get up to attach the woven piece to the frame.

"Who's Mauri is this for?" I ask, weaving it into the frame.

"Yours," Ronal says seriously.

She's joking

"What?" I chuckle, walking back over to them.

"Aonung told me about your situation, so we're building you a Mauri and once Aonung and you mate he'll move in as well," Ronal explains, smiling proudly.

"Oh, thank you," I thank Ronal before turning to Aonung.

I widen my eyes before furrowing my brows as I slightly look over at Ronal, asking silently why he told her. He looks down before hesitantly looking back up as he widens his eyes and apologies without words.

I roll my eyes as I grab some more material so I could continue my weaving, because it's for me I don't have to try so hard now.

"Where is it located?" I ask Ronal.

"West, far from your grandmothers and on the outside of the village, it's quite remote," Ronal recalls.

"Thank you," I nod my head.

"I couldn't have my daughter in law sleeping in others Mauris," Ronal smiles as she goes back to weaving.

Daughter in law

I've never really thought of that. I'm going to be Ronal and Tonowaris daughter in law. I'm going to be Tsireyas sister in law.

Holy shit

Tsireya and I are going to be sisters, we've always wished we were. I remember we use to tell people we were twins. No one believed us.

"I'll finish this up Ka'nu, you and Aonung may leave," Ronal offers.

"Oh no," I shake my head as Aonung stands up.

"I insist, no one should have to make their own home at seventeen," Ronal demands.

Aonung grabs my waist as I stand up and he moves his hands to mine as we walk out of the Mauri.

"Why'd you tell her?!" I whisper yell, slapping his chest but I wasn't really mad.

"Ow!?" He whisper yells back, holding his chest. "Isn't it better she knows?"

He's right, and I hate it

"Whatever," I roll my eyes.

"Your welcome," Aonung smirks.

"Yea, yea," I mumble.

"You know, now that we have our own place-,"

"Correction, I have my own place, you still live with your mum," I raise a finger to his lips, shushing him.

"Well if we mate-."

"We won't mate till you've learned your lesson," I remind.

"But I've been so kind lately!" Aonungs jaw hangs open.

"I know baby," I frown, turning to face him.

His face lights up as he stares at me with a smile painting his face. Cute.

"Just a little longer," I smirk, walking off.

Yes, he's been kind but he needs to realise the benefits from treating others with respect. His whole life he's been respected by everyone, he needs to return the favour.

"How long is a little longer?" Aonung whines, catching up to me.

"Until you realise how much better being kind is than being rude," I shrug.

"I've realised," Aonung lies.

"No you haven't," I shake my head, smiling.

"I'm trying," he huffs, crossing his arms over his chest.

"Can you show me where our Mauri will be?" I ask, changing the subject.

"Our?" He teases; making me roll my eyes as I wait for his response. "Follow me."

"Thank you."

Ronal wasn't lying when she said it was quite remote, at least a couple minutes detour from the other Mauris on the west side. Either Ronal has full faith in her son or really wants a grandchild.

I shouldn't be thinking about that. But why does the thought of having a child with Aonung entice me?

Looking over at Aonung I see him looking out at the landscape, admiring the trees and other Mauris as we make our way through the forest, to our Mauri.

He looks so, beautiful. The sun is shining on his perfect face; making his eyes shine under the raes. His chest looks extra broad in the lighting and reminds me of his strength.

He's very tall, extremely strong to say the least. Aonungs also better at everything than every kid his age, because he has to train so much more.

He's the future Oley'ktan, he can't be second best and it makes me feel bad. Whenever he messes up it's twice as bad, so why does he always mess around?

I hope his recklessness doesn't pass on to our kids. The thought of little hims destroying everything brings a smile to my face.

"What you smiling about?" Aonung chuckles, catching my attention.

"Nothing," I smile giddily, bitting my bottom lip to contain it.

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Ka'nu been thinking about Aonung a lot, she's just like me!!!

Would they ever have kids?

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