Suddenly Yn's phone begins to ring and she looks at the ID to be Taehyung.
She had completely forgotten about the important thing he wanted to tell her but who can blame her after what happened this morning.
"Hey Taehyung." She says and doesn't hear a reply for a few minutes.
"Taee? You alright?" Yn asks, getting worried and notices that Jake and Yeonjun were looking at her with curiosity but she ignored them. It's not like the talk was private or anything.
"Yeah. I'm fine." Taehyung finally replies and she could sense the nervous edge in his voice.
"You're lying to me." She replies concentrating at the sound of his breathing on the other side.
"Yn. I want to tell you something important but promise me you won't get angry." Taehyung says and Yn furrows her eyebrows.
"Did you get a girl pregnant?" She asks but he laughs at the other end.
"No! God ynn you always find a way to make me laugh. But that's not it." He says but the nervousness in his voice didn't vanish.
"Then what is it? God, Taehyung, you're scaring me." She says getting up from the bean bag and begins pacing the room, the game long forgotten as Yeonjun and Jake stared at her with interest.
"Yn, you remember how I used to come over to your house, when we were young and your dad told us stories about his trips and missions?" Taehyung asks
"Yeah. What does this has to do with anything?" She asks if her heart beat increases. She was getting a bad feeling about this.
"He fascinated me so much, Like. I wanted to follow in his footsteps. Be a hero. Just like him. I gave a test last year for the army. I didn't told you because I didn't Want you to be scared but I failed at it." He says and Yn's heart stops.
"W-why are you telling me this now?" She whispers already knowing where the conversation was going. She felt tears filling her eyes and her hand shaking.
"I got a call yesterday. They said I got accepted. I'm leaving ynie-" Taehyung says.
"No. No! You cant do this-'' She whispers as tears fall down her eyes.
"Yn, please try to understand. It's been my dream-" He says and Yn cuts him off.
"Was it your dream? Your dream to die! To die in gruesome ways with bullets piercing every inch of your skin!" Yn said as she sobbed.
"It would be an honour to die for my country!" Taehyung counters back equally loudly.
"Did you think of your family? Your baby brother? Me? Did you think of us even one bit before making this decision?! Everyone in the army dies! Everyone gets killed. You saw how I lived my life when dad used to be gone! Do you want that for your family? Do you want that for your brother who's only twelve! You want to torture them like that. You want me to go through that pain again? Huh? Do you want them to sit in front of the TV every single hour of the day watching all those soldiers die begging God, that's not you like I used too with dad. Do you want your family to break down and die slowly as bullets are fired killing everyone one by one! Do you want them to hug their cell phone's praying that you might call, now or a second later because you don't want to waste a moment without hearing your voice. Would all of that be an honour to you too?!-"
"SHUT UP! SHUT THE FUCK UP! I'd die happily knowing I saved lives! That I contributed to keeping my country free. I called, so you can grasp the fact that I am leaving, not so you can be Bitch about it! You either respect my choices or you don't. It was your dad that was in that battlefield and your whining because he wasn't there to keep you company. Can you get any lower than that? I thought you were better than those slutty disgusting girls at school but you know what get to terms with this and stop being a bloody fucking tramp about it!"
Taehyung screams at her, cutting her desperate soft whispers off mid way. She felt broken. Every word he said pierced her heart.
Is this what he thought of their years of friendship? Is this it?
Yn takes a shaky breath.
"It's nice to know that's what you think of me. That was your opinion of our years of friendship. I guess congratulations then. I hope you stay happy. I'm sorry for being a 'bloody fucking tramp' for being depressed after dad died. I'm sorry for starving myself, for self harming but I am most sorry for wishing that like other teenagers I had the privilege of having a dad who would have a normal job, come home and ask me about my day, ground me for going to stupid parties and at the end of the day being safe in his room, knowing that e would be right there when I wake up. But to you wishing that means 'being bloody fucking tramp' and 'a desperate bitch'. And I'm sorry for trying to drown myself last year because of it. So yeah. I won't ever warn you that your friends and family might go through this pain. Your brother might go through what I did because then he would be a 'bloody fucking tramp' and' a desperate bitch' right? It was nice knowing you Taehyung.''
"Yn I'm sorr-'' He began to say but Yn cut the call as silent sobs racked through her body. She couldn't take it anymore. How could he?
She felt used and degraded. She had never said such words in her life nor had she imagined her best friend calling her that. But she guessed they weren't friends after all.
I mean, you don't say words like that to your friends, friends that turn into siblings over the years.
That's when she noticed that the boys were looking at her with sympathy and Ben was standing at the doorway. Her mom was nowhere at sight.
"Yni-" Ben begins to say but Yn stares at him sobbing before shaking her head and running out of the house.
She could hear Ben screaming her name along with Yeonjun and Jake but all those voices were faint. The only thing she could hear now was her loud sobs as she clutched the cell phone to her chest running to the great beyond.
The forest.
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Black Alpha's Mate | Jungkook x Reader
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