Chapter 35

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Yn wanted to die as she tightly clutched her knees to her chest, barely breathing as she shook violently. She hadn't slept at all since yesterday. She hadn't eaten anything the entire day, not that anything had been offered but she felt sick to her stomach.

She felt like a wreck. Her eyes were blotchy and red from all the tears she had shed.

She felt disgusted and no matter how many times she thought of it she could never change the fact that Yong-guk had touched her, not only that but had forced himself upon her, with the intention of doing much more than just that. And the worst part of it was that if Felix hadn't come, he would have gone through with it and she wouldn't have been able to do anything about it.

Yn looked outside the window. It was somewhere between four and five indicating someone was going to come into the room soon to give her fresh clothes. She was always expected to be clean and ready by six for dinner with Yong-guk which had been a habitual thing for the past few days.

Most probably to make her look like eye candy.

On cue she heard the door knob wiggle and she closed her eyes tightly as more tears began to well up.

She knew it wasn't Yong-guk but she didn't want to face anyone. Not even Felix. She heard the door open and footsteps walk in.

"Oh- I thought you would be resting love. How long have you been awake?" He asked to be polite for once. Even he started feeling sympathy for her.

Yn ignored him and didn't answer as she kept her face hidden between her knees. Tears were rolling down her cheeks.

"Love, you want something to eat? I didn't check up on you because I thought you were sleeping." Felix said with worry hoping to get an answer but got none. After a few minutes he sighed and placed the fresh batch of clothes on the bed beside her.

"You know what to do." He said silently and was about to leave when he heard a whisper.

"I-I don't want to." Yn said as more tears fell from her eyes and Felix sighed. "I'm really sorry, Love." He said and for once Yn did sense the sorrow in his voice as he left the room, locking it.

She peeked at the clothes and saw blood red lace.

More tears filled Yn's eyes as she roughly wiped them away and reached for the lacey clothes which were placed on the bed neatly folded, and threw them across the room as if it was something vile.

She curled into a ball and began to sob. She didn't know what to do. She wasn't only helpless but completely alone with a deranged vampire. She wept for God knows how long and when her eyes travelled outside it was dark and fear began to set in. He was going to come soon.

Her heart beat began to rise as she tightly closed her eyes and heard footsteps approaching the door. Oh God this wasn't going to end well.

Yn quickly grabbed the first thing she saw, which just so happened to be a lamp and clutched it close to her chest.

She turned her back to the door and clutched her eyes close as she heard the door knob wiggle and soon the creek of the door opening.

"Oh my, Is everything alright love." Yong-guk asks as he looks across the room then his eyes land on the red dress thrown on the ground and he begins to fill with rage.

He went and picked it up. With every step Yn's heart throbbed. He placed the dress on the bed and then looked at Yn.

"Get. Dressed." He said sternly looking at her body which didn't even move. He began to take long strides to her and Yn took a deep breath. She was going to need it for what she was going to do next.

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