Hello ^-^!
This is probably last update today lol!
Warning!
- Angst!
- Depressive thoughts!
- Mentions of mpreg (male pregnancy)!
I will explain this in the end.
If you are uncomfortable, please don't read the chapter! I won't tolerate any hate comments!
Anyway, I hope you enjoy ^-^!
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[Tetchou and Jouno Private Chat]
My Darling🤍❤️: I'm slowly remembering what I said last night.
My Darling🤍❤️: Don't take them too serious.
My Darling🤍❤️: I was drunk and I didn't know what I was saying.
Saudade💛🤎: I didn't take them seriously, don't worry.
Saudade💛🤎: I already guessed that you were telling these things because you were drunk.
[Seen by My Darling 🤍❤️.]
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Jouno was drunk last night, but he had told the truth... He wanted to tell the truth to Tetchou, but he just didn't know if he should have told him or how he should have told him. When he remembered what Tetchou said last night, he lost all of his courage.
He was afraid that Tetchou wouldn't return to his feelings. He just burried his face into his pillow and began crying silently. Tetchou was a fool... A fool who had no feelings... A man who didn't see him more than a fuck body... A man with no soul... No feelings, no soul, no heart, just a machine...
Tetchou let out a sigh as he was sitting in his room. He was just a man without feelings and without a heart. He didn't know emotions or feelings. He was not able to feel something for anyone. He was a machine without emotions.
Tetchou had never felt anything. It was as if he had always been a robot. He admitted that he was a little bit of a freak. He knew that he couldn't be like other people. The only thing he could feel was emptiness, the burning of his lungs and the pounding of his heart...
Tetchou just wanted to conceal the gap in his heart...
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[Group Chat]
Ranpo: Dazai, I heard that you were sick from Nakahara sensei. What's wrong?
Dazai: I don't know... I feel nauseous for a week... I think I got stomach flu.
Ranpo: Did you go to doctor?
Dazai: No. You know I hate hospitals and I don't think I will like it when some strangers touch me.
[Dazai is offline.]
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