Happy new year eve everyone!
How are you all?
I haven't been writing for a while lmao!
I needed some break. Because this year had been very stressful for me...
But I won't bore you all with the details! I decided that I can't write 200 chapters... Because I don't have enough muses... So this story will end in chapter 105... If I change my mind I will let you know.
Besides, I'm kinda bored of this story and want to finish it as soon as possible. That's why I update 5 chapters every day from now on. Not today though... Today I will update until chapter 45 only. Right now I'm writing chapter 83.
I'm planning to update every day this year!
I'm so passionate and determined about it!
Your support will be appreciated ^-^!
Warning!
This chapter contains suicide attempt! If you are uncomfortable with it, please don't read the chapter! I won't tolerate any hate comments or insults!
If you decide to read anyway, enjoy ^-^!
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Ryuunosuke was looking at the bright screen of his phone blankly. He was going to text Atsushi a goodbye. He was not sure what to say, but then he typed. Pressing send was really hard for him, but he did anyway...
Ryuunosuke had been depressed for months now. He had been feeling alone and isolated and he had begun to lose hope in the world around him. He was struggling to make sense of the world and his place in it and it seemed like no matter what he did, he couldn't get out of this funk.
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[Atsushi and Akutagawa Private Chat]
My Boy🖤 : My precious Atsushi...
My Boy🖤: I'm texting you just to say goodbye...
My Boy🖤: I'm sorry that it has to end this way, but I just can't see any other way out.
My Boy🖤: For so long, I have been struggling with depression and recently I just can't seem to make it out of the darkness.
My Boy🖤: I feel like all hope is gone and all I'm left with is darkness.
My Boy🖤: You have been my light, my constant in this life, but the darkness is just too strong for me and I can't escape...
My Boy🖤: I'm so sorry that it had to end like this, but I just can't bring myself out of the darkness.
My Boy🖤: I'm so sorry for all the pain that I have caused you.
My Boy🖤: You were the best lover that I could have ever asked for and I feel incredibly blessed that I have gotten spend the time with you that I did.
My Boy🖤: You were my hope and strength and I will always be grateful for everything that you did for me.
My Boy🖤: I love you more than words can express.
My Boy🖤: I wanted this to work, but I just can't seem to find the strength to make things work...
My Boy 🖤: I'm so sorry, but this is my only way.
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