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Trip to the office

Shit

"What is that?" I asked Ms. Kelly acting dumb.

"Lola..." Ms. Kelly started.

"What? I don't know whose that is." I said shrugging my shoulders at the end.

Ms. Kelly didn't say anything but open the notebook to the last page making me curse mentally. I stared at the page with my name written all over it and a sketch of max in the corner of the page.

"Ms. Kelly please don't tell anyone about this." I pleaded.

"Lola, I'm sorry but I have to report it. Talking about doing self harm to yourself isn't good." Ms. Kelly said.

"But I never did any of it! I was just going through something!" I yelled.

"What were you going through Lola?" She asked.

"Just something ok." I said my voice cracking at the end.

"Is it you and max?" She questioned making my sink into the chair.

"No this isn't about her." I said as my eyes soften.

"There's a lot of writing in here about ma-" Ms. Kelly started but I stopped her from talking.

"So what we broke up so it doesn't matter what's in there about her." I said.

"Can I get my stuff back now and leave." I said feeling my anxiety rise.

I hated being put on the spot.

"You may leave but I'm sorry you can't have your notebook back."

"Why?"

"I have to turn it into the office." Ms. Kelly said.

"Ms. Kelly please I'm begging you don't do that" I said as my eyes began to water.

"I have to inform them and your parents." She said.

"My parents don't care and won't answer the phone." I said sadly.

"What about your brother...Steve?" She said.

"No. No. No. No." I said shaking my head rapidly.

"Lola? Is your brother...hurting you?" Ms. Kelly asked.

"What! Hell no!" I screamed.

"Shoot I'm sorry." I said.

"But no he's not hurting me. It's just he doesn't know about any of this." I explained.

I seen Ms. Kelly face soften for a moment before speaking.

"I'm sorry Lola." She said.

I heavily sighed grabbing my bag leaving out her office. I was walking with my head down and accidentally bumping into someone.

"Watch it stalker!" The person hissed.

It was Max, part was excited to see her but the other part of me was angry about Steve finding out about my notebook.

"Please not now Maxine." I said looking at the redhead.

"What the hell you just say?" Max said raising her eyebrow.

"Max please. Now isn't the time." I said and walked away without saying another word.

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I was in my room with my headphones blasting Kate Bush. After breaking up with Max I find myself doing anything that reminds me of her. My music was so loud that I didn't hear Steve screaming my name downstairs. Steve busted in my room making me jump and turn my music down.

"Jesus! You scared me!" I laughed but later stopped after the look on his face.

"I got a call from school today." He said.

"Oh...what did they want." I said getting nervous.

"You want to harm yourself?" Steve said as his eyes started to water.

The moment he said that I started to cry.

"Oh Lola." Steve said engulfing me in hug.

"Steve I'm so sorry." I sobbed into his shirt.

"No I'm sorry. I should've checked up on you more to help you." Steve said rubbing my back.

"Why do you want to harm yourself." Steve said shakingly.

"I don't know." I lied.

"You can talk to me Lola. Please." Steve pleaded.

"After Max broke up with me it's been hard Steve. I mean I still don't know what I did wrong for her to break up with me. And everytime I try to talk to her she just so heartless towards. She wants nothing to do with me and it just hurts a lot you know. I just want to rewind time to see what I did wrong and fix. I miss her Steve. I miss her so much, I can't live without her." I struggled to get it out as more and more tears fell out.

"I'm so sorry. You did noting wrong Lola, you was an amazing girlfriend to her so she didn't break up with you for something you did. Maybe she's going through things and needs time to herself." Steve said.

"But I could help her get through whatever she's going through. I don't want her going through stuff alone I want to be there for her." I said.

"I know Lola, maybe she doesn't want to burden you with what she's going through."

"Your too pretty to be crying. You'll get your girl back soon just give it time."

"Thank you Steve. You're a really good brother." I said hugging him back.

"I try my best." Steve said feeling himself.

I laughed breaking apart from the hug.

"Now come on let's go but some ice cream and watch Grease." Steve said getting up.

I feel so much better getting that out.

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A/N: THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 10.K READS I LITERALLY LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH. sorry for the long wait I was in jail.

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