"Yearning in Silence"

5

Then

Kim

I've said it many times now, I am not fond of falling in love, that shit sucks. But for Yohan... I think I'd reconsider

Good thing is that, I have a reliable friend like Chay, he always got my back, though he'd want a bribe, but it won't cost much, and I'm pretty sure it will be worth it.

Last week, Chay told me about what Yohan likes, and dislikes... And now I know that Yohan likes chocolate chips cookies.

I bought a box of chocolate chips cookies, and 4 iced coffee, it'll be unfair if I only give it to Yohan, and Chay would be upset if I don't give him his favorite Hazelnut flavored Iced coffee, and well they also have friend named Lia.

When I finally set foot on the cafeteria, I caught a glimpse of Yohan's beautiful feature, and my heart suddenly wants to burst from excitement, he is so beautiful. How can someone be so beautiful just by existing?

I have to act cool, I put my other hand inside my pocket, and held the beverages with one hand. And then I sauntered towards their direction, because walking is just way too plain to do, sauntering is better.

I sat beside Chay, as I put the foods on the table.

"Hi, Yohan." I started, smiling at him.

"Hello, Kim. What did you bought?" He asked, his voice seemed so angelic. I suddenly felt out of breath

"Uh- Iced Coffees, and Cookies." I answered almost stuttering.

"I heard you liked chocolate chips cookies, so..." I shrugged... Feeling a little embarrassed.

He smiled at me genuinely, I suddenly felt like we're the only person in this whole cafeteria.

I hand him the chocolate chips, and an Iced americano Latte, I didn't asked what he'd prefer in coffee so I just somehow thought he'd like it.

"I got you, your favorite Hazelnut, flavor" I turned to Chay, and handed him his iced coffee.

He smiled at me faintly, and continued texting on his phone, I felt something's off, but I'll ask him later.

"Is that HazelNut?" Yohan asked, referring to Chay's Iced Coffee...

"Y-yeah, why?" Chay answered, he haven't touched it yet.

"Hazel Nut's my favorite too!" Yohan said excitedly. I glanced at Chay, and he was smiling.

"You can take this, it's okay." Chay answered, passing Yohan his favorite coffee.

I'll take a mental note of that,Yohan's favorite coffee is HazelNut flavored.

I feel bad for Chay though, but he seems cool with it, so... Yeah I'll buy him next time.

Yohan and I, are on our own world, he does talks a lot, though he's still shy around me which is cute, and it added to his beautiful personality.

As we were talking, I felt Chay shuffling next to me.

"Uhm- I'm sorry to interrupt but I got to go now, my mom texted, and it's important." He excused.

" Are you okay? " Yohan, and I asked in unison.

Chay flashed us a smile.

And said " ofcourse, don't worry. I'll see you guys tomorrow!" He then waved us goodbye.

And later on, Lia's girlfriend came, and they left too.

That left me and Yohan, at the cafeteria, talking about lots of things. His interest, his hobbies, his family, and even his favorite pet.

I realized that the Yohan I'm talking with right now is much more amazing than the Yohan I communicate with in class, he is different when he is comfortable. He is much more beautiful.

I spent my next four hours talking to him, as I send him home.

As soon as he closed his door, I couldn't help myself from smiling. He is so amazing.

I went straight to the mansion since it's much more convenient, and I haven't visit it for the past months.

What a wonderful day, I sighed.

I flopped on my bed, and took my phone out, I have to thank Chay for helping me today.

... [Message]

Me: Thank you for today, Chay.  thank you for giving Yohan, your coffee. I knew I could count on you!

I pressed the send button, and waited for Chay to reply. But he didn't. I sent him another message

Me: Are you okay?

Still no reply, I know I shouldn't worry but he always reply fast. That's odd.

Maybe he's just busy, I bet he'll reply soon.

After taking a bath for the second time today, I turned off my lamp, to sleep.