Maybe This Time

S2: 10

Bong's pov
 

Its been one whole week na nag absent si Sara.. I was shock when I received her sick leave the night after the big revelation between us..

After kung matanggap ang sick leave ni Sara I immediately asked Jackie kung ano bang nangyari ky Sara since magkapitbahay lang naman sila, then she told me na nagkasakit dw talaga si Sara kaya hindi muna pinapasok ng partner nito..

When I heard what Jackie told me I hurry to run in Sara's apartment because I felt so worried about her, but just as when I arrived in her apartment a man welcome me with anger in his eyes.. Alam ko kung ano ang tumatakbo sa utak nya ng mga oras na nag kaharap kaming dalawa, kitang kita sa mga mata nya ang selos at galit na para bang gusto nya akong saktan pero pinipigilan nya..

I introduce myself as Sara's boss cause I wanted to see her but the man told that Sara is will not entertain any visitors as of the moment, so I just give him the flowers and basket full of fruits for Sara..

Mabuti naman at tinanggap nya kaya pagkatapos kung ibigay ang dala ko ay umalis na rin ako, pero bago paman ako tuluyang maka alis kitang kita sa side mirror ng sasakyan ko na tinapon nito ang bigay kung bulaklak at ang mga prutas naman ay binigay sa kapit bahay nito..

Gusto ko sanang bumalik pero pinigilan ko ang sarili ko dahil sa totoo lang wala naman akong karapatan ky Sara..

Yeah.. We may know the truth about what happened 5 yrs ago, pero hindi nun basta-basta mababago ang kasalukuyan..

Marami ang masasaktan at kaylangan ikunsudera lalo na sa part ni Sara.. She has a partner now at alam ko na masaksaktan si Sara kapag pinilit kong bumalik sya sa buhay ko, lalo na at may mahal na syang iba..

Masakit man para sakin ang sitwasyon namin ngayon pero kaylangan kong tanggapin yun, dahil sa loob ng limang taon may taong nagbigay ky Sara ng mga pagkukulang ko..

Those five years she lived with the people whom she didn't know, she become a different person and in those five years she meet the man who give her love and take care of her..

Gusto kong bumalik sa araw na kasama ko pa si Sara sa tabi ko yung tipong ako ang nagbibigay ng ngiti sa mga labi nya, ako ang nag aalaga sa kanya, ako ang katabi nyang matulog at ako din ang una nyang makikita pag mulat ng mga mata nya..

But that's all in the past.. Iba na ngayon.. Ibang iba na..

I can only imagine how hard for her to survive in the island without knowing the people around her, and I those 5 years she has a lot of questions and thought in her mind but sadly Noone can give her the answers..

Maybe I am still lucky that in those 5 years I'm with my family who help to regain my memories, but for Sara it's devastating coz noone will help her to dig in about her past..

And thinking about it made me angry as demon knowing that my so called friend planted all of this, just bcoz they want is to live another life..

Pero ang hindi nila alam yung taong nilayo nila sa'kin sa loob ng limang taon ay ang taong nagbigay buhay sa magulo kung mundo noon..

Sara is my life.. I could still remember the first time I lay my eyes on her even if I was still young that time, I already knew that I like her and I want to pursue her.. Kaya nga kung nasaan sya nandoon din ako, thats how I was crazy over heals for her..

Pero dahil sa isang trahedya nagbago ang lahat nawala ang babaeng hinintay ko ng maraming taon, ang babaeng pinilit kong kalimutan pero hindi ko rin naman nagawa. Dahil mula noon hanggang ngayon sya pa rin ang mahal ko at hindi nagbago yun..

Through the years she's still the woman I want to spent my life with until God take it from me..

Hindi ko alam kong ano ang gagawin ko kung mawawala ulit si Sara sa buhay ko, gusto ko syang bawiin pero pipiliin nya kaya ako?