i refuse to sink.

chapter three.

The first thing I remember is a killer headache. My head hurt, my body hurt, everything hurt. I stretched my arms and hit something, I sat up and opened my eyes.

"Is everything okay?" Zayn asked in his morning voice. Wow men and their morning voice.

"Yeah, uhh sorry for waking you." I smiled. He nodded and laid his head back down on the pillow stay facing me. "Thanks Zayn for everything I really appreciate it." I leaned down and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

"Don't worry about it babe, what really happened Morgan? I know you didn't fall." Zayn sat up and faced me.

"Can I grab something to drink first, then I will tell you." I asked.

"Yeah go to the kitchen eat something, the boys should all be asleep so you don't have to worry about them. El might be up so she can help you okay?" Zayn said. I thanked him and left the room.

I walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. No one was up, which I was happy about. I opened all the cabinets looking for a cup.

"Are you kidding me?" I asked under my breath. I couldn't reach the cups. I stood on my tip toes and tried to reach it. I groaned and gave up. I saw a hand from behind me grab a cup and place it down on the counter. I thought it was Zayn so I turned around to thank him.

"Thank y--.." I stopped when I noticed it wasn't Zayn.

"No problem babe." He winked. And opened the fridge and grabbed an apple. I watched each and every move, I don't know but I did. "You know most of them don't stay." Harry said eyeing me up and down.

"W-hh-attt?" I stuttered. DAMNNIT. I need to stop doing that. I coughed awkwardly "What do you mean?"

"Well most girls that Zayn-" Harry started to say but was cut off by Eleanor.

"Morgan! Your up! How are you feeling?" Eleanor glared at Harry then focused on me. I watched as Harry got off the counter and walked away looking confused.

"Yeah, I'm doing better. Thanks for your clothes and letting me talk to you." I smiled and gave her a hug.

"Anything for you babe." Eleanor grabbed my cup and filled it up with orange juice. I thanked her and told her I had to go talk to Zayn. "Good luck, don't worry Zayn is a great guy Morg he will make sure you don't get hurt." Eleanor assured.

I walked out of the kitchen and saw Harry, who was shirtless, and Louis talking quietely. I knew it was about me because when they noticed I was there they both smiled.

"How you feeling Morgan?" Louis asked.

"Did Eleanor tell you?" I asked Louis.

"No, I just know something is wrong babe, and know that me and El are here for you okay?" Louis gave me a hug. Wow they like hugging. I turned to look at Harry. He smiled then looked at all the cuts over my face and smiled like he felt bad for me.

"Thanks Louis." I said before going upstairs to Zayn.

"You okay babe? Took you forever." Zayn laughed.

"Yeah I ran into the curly haired boy and El oh and Louis." I laughed and sat down on the bed. I knew what the curly haired boys name was, but I didn't want him to know that.

"Harry? What did he say? Just ignore him. He can be a prick. Did he say anything to you?" Zayn quickly said searching my eyes for anything that was said to me.

"No don't worry he didn't say anything, he just got me a cup because I couldn't reach it." Zayn nodded and told me to tell him what happened. So I told him exactly how I told Eleanor.

"Oh my gosh Morgan he needs to be put in jail! We need to call the cops!" Zayn yelled. He was pacing the room as I sat on the bed crying.

"No please Zayn his dad is a lawyer so he will win! He always does, please don't make this any harder than it is." I cried. Zayn crouched down in front of me and looked me in the eyes.

"This man needs to be punished Morgan, he hurt you. You cant just sit here and act like its fine. He tried to rape you again last night. What if it happens again? Huh are you going to tell someone then?" Zayn asked.

"I don't know Zayn! I'm scared!" I cried into Zayns shoulder.

"Shhhhh babe, I will help you okay? El and I will fight for you. We can tell Simon and he can get us the best lawyer. You will be safe." Zayn whispered.

"Thanks Zayn." I cried.

"Come on lets go eat." Zayn smiled and took my hand and led me downtstairs. I walked into the kitchen and was met with 5 pairs of eyes.

Eleanor and Louis got up and came over to me and gave me a big hug.

"BOO BEAR HUGGG!" Louis yelled. We all started laughing and he flopped us on the couch. "So Morgan want to come shopping with me and Eleanor today?" Louis asked.

I looked over at Zayn and he nodded.

"Sure, can we stop by my house first? So I can change?" I asked shyly.

"Of course! I will go get ready." Eleanor kissed Louis then went upstairs to go get ready.

I walked over to Zayn, because everyone was still staring at me. Probably confused of who I was and because I had cuts all over my face.

"Guys this is Morgan." Zayn smiled.

"Hi Morgan, I'm Liam."

"I'm Niall." The cute little blonde one said. I always forgot his name. He had really pretty eyes.

"You have really pretty eyes." I blurted out. I covered my mouth right after I said that which made Zayn laugh so I hit him on the arm.

"Thanks babe, so do you." Niall replied. I looked over at Harry who was eyeing me. I felt uncomfortable.

"That's Harry." Louis said pointing to the curly headed one who was staring at me. I couldn't read his face, but he seemed to be figuring out who I was.

"What happened to you?" Harry asked rather rudely.

"Umm I fell at a party yesterday." I said. I looked at Zayn who nodded that he understood. Harry looked between Zayn and I.

"Rigghttt." Harry said "So how did you meet Zayn?" Harry asked further.

"I saw her fall and I offered to clean her up, so yeah." Zayn said awkwardly.

"Hmmm, well you had sex with her after you cleaned her up right?" Harry spat at Zayn.

"I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR PROBLEM IS, BUT NO WE DID NOT HAVE SEX! HE WAS ACTAULLY BE NICE AND HELPED ME! SO IF YOU WOULD BE GLADLY TO GET OUT OF MY BUSINESS!" I yelled at Harry before Zayn said anything. Zayn and Louis just stared at me with their jaws open. Liam and Niall were trying not to laugh and Harry just glared at me.

"Ignore him Morgan." Louis said.

"Come on lets go shopping!" Louis screamed in a girly voice. I think I was going to become really close with them.

Louis drove me to my house and I quickly went inside to change, and put make up on.

I grabbed my iPhone charger, my phone died on the way to the party, and Tori has no idea where I was.

"Sorry, I had to find my charger." I said as I hopped into the car.

"Don't worry, lets go shopping and get your mind of everything." Eleanor said.