i refuse to sink.

chapter one.

here it goes.

oh and;Morgans looks are based on;Victoria Justice. Toris looks are based on;ArianaGrande

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"Please come Morg, it will be fine! Everything will be fine." My best friend Tori sighed. That's the thing, everyone told me everything will be fine, but will it?

"Tori I haven't been to a party since then. What if he shows up somehow?"

"Morgan, he won't he can't get into this party. My sister got us in, so he won't be there! Live a little babe, I will be there the whole time, okay?" Tori said with so much enthusiasm she sounded like a cheerleader.

"Fine," I pouted "Come help me get ready." I said and Tori agreed and hung up. I flopped onto my bed and screamed into my pillow "What have I done?" I asked myself, was this is a good idea? Maybe I could say I'm sick. She wouldn't believe me.

Heres the thing, Tori and I got into an exclusive party, her sister is dating some famous prick so we, well Tori, begged so we can show up. This party apparently is huge, pretty much like clubbing. At least there is alcohol to loosen me up, right?

"Hey Morgan" Tori yelled from downstairs.

"I'm up here!" I yelled back. Tori came into my room carrying a huge bag "What the hell Tori?"

"You need an outfit and I am going to do your hair and make up!" Tori squealed. I agreed and she got started on my make over.

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I pulled my black Range Rover up to the house. Music was blaring and people were standing outside. There was a guard at the front checking off names.

"Tori Black and Morgan Bridgestone." Tori smiled at the security guard. He flipped his papers, nodded and opened the door. We thanked him and walked in. It smelled like alcohol and different scents of cologne and perfume.

"Tori and Morgan! I have missed my main bitches!" Tori's sister Ari slurred. She hugged us awkwardly because she had some drink in her hand and almost spilled it everywhere.

"Hey Ari thanks for getting us in." I smiled at Ari. She nodded and some guy came over and took her to the dance floor.

"Well she hasn't changed one bit." Tori laughed.

"I know right, lets go get some drinks." I grabbed her hand and went to find the drinks. I needed to loosen up or I might lose it.

"You okay babe?" Tori yelled over the music to me.

"Yeah, I'm fine I just need to drink something." I yelled back as I approached the drinks. I took a shot of straight vodka, and coughed not remembering how strong it was.

"Here try this." Someone said behind me. I turned around and was faced with a gorgeous boy. He was tall had shaggy brown hair, and brown eyes. He handed me the drink and I sipped it first. "Its coke and vodka a little less strong than that." He laughed and pointed to the vodka.

"Thanks, I forgot how strong that stuff is." I laughed and took another sip of the drink and handed it back to him before grabbing a beer. Tori was no longer beside me, she was on the dance floor with a random guy.

"Want to dance?" I heard him ask. "I'm Jake, by the way." He smiled.

"Morgan." I smiled and grabbed his hand and pulled him to the dance floor.We danced like forever, well it felt like it. I smirked and leaned on my tippy toes and whispered in his ear "can I have another drink please?"

"Yeah wait right here." He gulped and before he left he smashed his lips to mine. I didn't resist so I pushed back with more force. He smiled and pulled away and walked away to get my drink.

I was kind of dancing by myself awkwardly, I felt someone staring at me so I turned and there HE was. HE was smirking at me. Staring at me like HE owned me. HE winked and started walking my way. This is the reason I didn't want to go out. I quickly went the other way and past Jake.

"I'm going for a walk I will be right back." I quickly said to Jake he nodded and handed me my drink before I ran off. I turned around to see if HE was still following me. I let out a sigh of relief and went through the doors to the back porch. I walked down the stairs and sat on the wet grass. I thought things through. Should I leave? Should I stay here? Should I just stay here and freeze to death? I was interrupted by a loud slam of a door.

"MORGAN! I KNOW YOUR OUT HERE!" HE yelled. I tried to hide but it was to late he spotted me. He came racing over to me and I flinched as he came closer. "Hi Morgan." HE smirked.

"H-iiii-I T-yyy-leerr." I stuttered. I was terrified, I knew what he could do.

"What brings such a filthy slut like you out here?" He spat in my face. I looked down and didn't answer he laughed before kicking me in the ribs. I yelped and crumbled to the floor. "You remember what happened last time you didn't answer me right?" He whispered in my ear. I nodded and he bit my neck and started kissing me getting lower and lower to my collar bone.

"HELP!" I screamed. Tyler sat up and gave me a blow to my face to shut me up. I felt the blood drip down my face. I tried to stand but he grabbed my hair and pulled me up and slammed me against the brick wall with so much force.

"YOU KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!" He spat in my face. He covered my mouth with his one hand and with his other hand slowly started going up my dress. I tried screaming and getting away but he was too strong. I used all my strength and kicked him in the crotch he yelled in pain and leaned over. I got off the wall and tried to run.

"YOU BITCH!" Tyler screamed. I turned around and he was running after me. He grabbed my legs which made me fall face first. He kicked me one last time before I used my legs and swept him off the ground. I got up and kicked him before running away as fast as I could crying.

I turned the corner of the house crying my eyes out and smacked right into someone. I didn't know who it was but I hugged them and cried into their chest. I could tell it was a guy, I just didn't know who. The random guy picked me up and carried me over somewhere else.

"Please noo." I cried as he set me down in a car.

"You need help, I am taking you to a hospital." The guy said back. I opened my eyes to see who it was. My eyes widened when I saw who it was. It was Zayn Malik.

"I'm fine, I just fell." I tried to stop crying but I couldn't. I didn't want to go to the hospital to many bad memories.

"You fell?" Zayn asked suspiciously. I nodded and put my head on my knees and continued to cry. "Can I at least take you home to get you cleaned up? At my place?" I looked up at him, his eyes were filled with sadness, he looked sorry for me. I nodded and slid into my seat completely. He closed my door and hopped in the drivers seat and drove off.

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