i refuse to sink.

chapter thirty.

((recap))

Zayn POV

"What the fuck did you say to her!?" I screamed barging into Harrys room. Eleanor called me this morning asking what I did. And told me she was on the phone with Harry and now Tori refuses to talk to me.

I walked into Harrys room without knocking. My eyes widened at the sight I saw. My jaw dropped and I dropped my phone. What the hell!?

"Oh my god." I breathed out and stormed out of the room.

"Hey Zayn." Louis mumbled as I stormed past him. "Whoah, easy there." Louis laughed. I stopped and glared at him. "What is wrong with you?" Louis asked.

"Fucking Harry, that's whats wrong. How could he." I spat.

"What?" Louis looked at me confused. I shook my head and ran to my room. How could he do that to her. How could he sleep with some whore when he had such a wonderful girl waiting at home for him.

"WHAT THE FUCK HARRY!" I heard Louis yell. I sighed and followed the noise to Harrys room. "How could you be so stupid?" Louis shouted at Harry who was just now opening his eyes. Harry looked around and noticed the girl, Fay, lying next to him. Naked.

"Fuck." Harry mumbled and got out of bed. "I can explain, I--- I just don't know, okay?" Harry shouted at the end.

"How could you? What about Morgan?" I asked. Harrys face dropped at the sound of her name.

"I DON'T KNOW OKAY? It was a mistake, a big fucking mistake." Harry mumbled the last part. He was disappointed in himself, we all were.

"You have to tell her or else I am." Louis growled at Harry. Louis looked so pissed.

"I can't, she is already messed up." Harry said. That's when I snapped. I punched him. I punched him right in the eye. "WHAT THE FUCK ZAYN!" Harry screamed as he clutched his face.

"Never ever say Morgan is messed up, she is fucking perfect and you don't even realize it. God Harry you are such a prick she fucking loves you and you go and pull this shit." I spat at Harry. Harry groaned and rolled over on the floor in pain.

"I can't even look at you Harry, seriously, out of people, you cheat on Morgan? On her? Wow Harry very classy." Louis said to Harry. Harry pleaded with his eyes for us to forgive him, but we couldn't. Louis shook his head and walked out the door.

"You tell her, or we do." I whispered and left Harry on the floor.

Harry POV

I groaned in pain and clutched my face in pain. I sat up and noticed Fay moving around in bed, she was waking up. I sighed and stood up.

"I'm sorry, this was a mistake. I really fucked things up, you need to leave." I whispered.

"I'm sorry Harry, you don't deserve her. You could do so much better than her, she is messed up like you said. This wasn't a mistake, and you know it. So call me when you realize how insanse she really is." Fay smiled sweetly at me. I grabbed her wrist in anger.

"Never fucking say that about Morgan, ever again." I spat in her face. I squeezed her wrist tighter making her yelp in pain.

"Owww, Harry stop." Fay whined. I let go and saw my fingerprints were now bruised into her skin. "Oh my god Harry, look what you do." I closed my eyes to try to cool off.

"Leave." I whispered sternly and pointed to the door. I heard the front door slam then I opened my eyes.

I walked over to the picture of Morgan sitting on my lap at Bora Bora. She was laughing and I was just smiling at her. It was the best picture ever, and I took it everywhere I went.