i refuse to sink.

chapter thirty-three.

"Harry, come on mate. We have to go to the interview." Louis knocked on my door. I nodded and got ready without saying a word.

We all piled into the car that we were taking to the interview. It was silent. Well. I was silent. I just sighed and looked out the window.

"Harry, you can't beat yourself over this." Louis sighed.

"How can I not Lou, its all my fault. I hurt her, so she ran off." I shouted. Zayn shook his head and focused on his phone.

"Can you at least act happy?" Niall mumbled.

"Yeah Niall, let me act happy." I spat sarcastically.

"First of all Harry I was going to surprise you, and wait till you saw it first but if you are going to act like this maybe it is better if you don't get your surprise." Louis snapped.

"I'm sorry, okay? It's just hard. So fucking hard." I mumbled and ran my fingers through my hair.

"Well at least you still have her mate." Zayn chimed in.

"Yeah, I know. I just don't want her to leave me. I don't want her to realize that everything she has went through is all my fault. I want her to be happy, but I just cant let her go. I want to marry Morgan." I said. All the boys looked up at me shocked.

"Damn, hes got it bad." Zayn laughed.

"Awww, leave him alone. He is just in love." Liam laughed. Everyone laughed and it made my face heat up. Yep, that's right Morgan is alive. But I am so afraid of her leaving me. Because I beat myself up everyday because of everything I did to her.

"Alright, jump out and sign a few autographs. Not to long, you have about ten minutes." Paul instructed us. We nodded and jumped out one by one. We were back in America. I stayed at home for a week to rest because I couldn't do sudden movements. So I missed 2 shows, but I was happy because I stayed with Morgan the whole time. She is happy now, the last I heard at least.

"HARRY!"

"SIGN THIS HARRY!"

"YOUR SO HOT!"

"YOU AND MORGAN ARE SO CUTE!"

"MORGAN IS SO UGLY!" A girl I walked by shouted. I turend around and saw a tall blonde, she was fit I will admit that. She was smirking at the comment she made.

"Never, talk about my girlfriend like that, got it?" I said angrily towards the girl. She laughed and shook her head.

"You can't fight all her battles, just because she does drugs doesn't mean she needs you, I mean seriously? Her? You could do so much better." She scoffed. I walked over to her.

"I fucking love her, and if you want to say something bad, say it about me. But never, never say anything like that about my girlfriend. Morgan is the most amazing girl I have ever met, she is perfect way better than you could ever be! So I would like it if you would stop saying stuff like that, okay? Morgan has feelings just like you. And if you say you're a fan, your not. If you were you would support my descions. You would support Morgan. So never say any of those things about Morgan, got it?" I spat in her face.

She blinked her eyes and nodded. I smiled at her "Want me to sign anything?" I asked her and smiled at her. She nodded and handed me a CD. I signed a little note telling her how great she was but at the end I signed 'but your not Morgan, and never will be. Never say things like that again. Love Harry Styles .xx'. I laughed and handed it back to her I watched as she read it. She groaned and turned away.

Alright, that was pretty rude of me, but oh well. I was about to go to the other people but I bumped into someone.

"Oh, sorry mate?" I questioned. They were wearing sweats, and a sweatshirt and had a hat on. But the hood of the sweatshirt was covering the hat. They turned around. And I picked them up.