i refuse to sink.

chapter four.

Eleanor, Louis and I have been shopping for around two hours. Eleanor had the cutest taste in clothes, so she helped me shop. I think I spent way over my budget, but my mom wont care anyways. We were looking through dresses, for partying when Louis got a phone call from Zayn. They said they wanted to go out to dinner with us.

"Is Harry coming?" I asked Louis.

"Uhhh, yeah, don't worry he will behave." Louis said. I nodded and grabbed a few dresses from the rack to go try on.

I tried on a few dresses, I didn't really like any of them. I slipped on the last one, it was black with purple and blue sparkles down the side, it was gorgeous. I faced the mirror and was surprised at my reflection. It actually looked good.

"Hey El!" I called. Eleanor and Louis came into the dressing room and stopped dead in their tracks. "No? Damn I actually liked it." I laughed and went to turn back into the room.

"You look amazing." Louis said which made me stop. I turned around and Louis and Eleanor were both nodding.

"Really?"

"If I didn't have this one," Louis pointed to Eleanor "I would be all over you." Louis finished, causing Eleanor to slap him on the chest. "I am just saying babe, don't worry you are my girl." Louis smiled cheekily and kissed her on the lips. Awwwww how cute, where is my boyfriend at? Wait I don't have one.

"Should I buy it?" I looked at Eleanor and she replied with a 'YES! A MILLION TIMES YES!'. I took off my dress and checked it out at the cash register.

"You should wear it tonight Morgan." Eleanor said from behind me.

"Tonight? Its only dinner, I will wear it when I go to a party maybe?" I replied. I don't really want to go to any more parties, I was trying to act like everything was normal, but it wasn't I was scared.

"Oh yeah we are going partying afterwards!" Eleanor cheered.

"Oh, well maybe I will go another time." I smiled to try to convince them I was okay.

"Oh shit I forgot!" Eleanor said, she felt really bad.

"What happened?" Louis asked sternly at me. He wanted to know, and not be lied to. I nodded at Eleanor to tell him.

"She was raped a few months ago, and the guy came after her the other day at the party." Eleanor said quietly. Louis looked at me and opened his arms for a hug.

"I am so sorry babe, I didn't know! We can cancel or I can stay with you until everyone gets home, then we can drink at our house." Louis offered.

"No, no please go. I don't want to make a change in plans! I need to go home anyways. You guys have done so much for me so I am fine!"

"Wait! You can just sit at the table with Liam, you don't have to dance, Liam just sits there anyways." Eleanor said. Damn she really wanted me to go.

"Why doesn't he dance? Does he drink?" I asked.

"No, he cant he only has one kidney, and he has a girlfriend back at home." Louis replied. I did like Liam, he was pretty nice and he seemed protective.

"Okay, I guess I will go! Can I change before I go to dinner though?" I asked. We were going to some nice fancy place for dinner.

"Yeah! Can I choose your outfit?" Eleanor asked.

"Of course!" I cheered, I would never turn down her offers.

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"Whoah! Your house is huge!" Louis gasped, my house was small looking from the outside, but it is huge from the inside.