i refuse to sink.

chapter nine.

Harry's P.O.V

"You okay Morgan?" I asked. She didn't answer. She started to fall to the ground we all raced over before she fell. I reached her right before she fell to the ground. I set her in my lap and she broke down is sobs.

"What's wrong Morgan?" I asked. I rubbed her back and she buried her face into my chest. I have never seen a girl cry so hard in my life.

"Tori? Do you know what happened?" Zayn asked. Tori looked down at Morgan and turned her head to the shop. She looked down at Morgan and I noticed a few tear slide down her face.

"This was the last place Tori went with her dad before he died." Tori whispered. She crouched down next to Morgan. "Come on Morgan, lets go home okay? Your dad doesn't want to see you like this babe, he wants you to live life. He loves you so much, he would be happy that you went here just like old times." Tori cooed. Tori was also now crying just not as hard.

"I cant, I miss him so much Tori." Morgan cried. Eleanor buried her head into Louis's chest and he rubbed her back, guess she was crying too. It was heartbreaking watching her cry.

"You can Morgan, your dad loves you, he is still here with you." Tori said.

"I wish it was me." Morgan mumbled.

"What babe?" Tori asked.

"I WISH IT WAS ME THAT DIED! WHY HIM? HE WAS SUCH A GOOD PERSON! I LOVED HIM SO MUCH, HE WAS ALL I HAD!" Morgan screamed in tears.

"Don't say that Morgan, he is in a better place now, he would never want to see you get hurt." Tori said.

"I just want to die and be with him." Morgan whispered.

"He is with you, he is with you every day of your life." Zayn said.

"I want to hug him, I want to eat ice cream with him, I want to be with him. Is that to much to ask for?" Morgan cried. She wasn't crying as hard now, because she was yelling, but we all felt so bad for her.

"Babe, I know what its like to lose someone you love. You just have to stay strong for them, show them that you are proving everyone whoever doubted you wrong." Zayn said. Morgan looked up at Zayn and did the slightest of nods.

What she did next shocked us all. She got up and ran, ran from all of us.

"MORGAN! NOOOOO!" Tori screamed. Morgan kept running.

"LOUIS! GET IN THE CAR!" Eleanor yelled. Zayn and Tori ran after her while we all jumped in the car. Louis sped off in the direction Morgan went. We had no idea what she was doing.

Zayn's P.O.V

"MORGAN!" Tori screamed. We lost her, we had no idea where she was headed. to

"Is there a place where she used to go with her dad?" I asked. Tori looked at me and nodded.

"She goes to his grave when she is upset. Follow me." Tori said. She grabbed my hand and we ran towards the grave.

We approached a huge gate, and walked in. We looked around for Morgan, but couldn't see her anywhere. I saw something small moving in the distance. Morgan.

"There." I said and pointed. Tori sighed and we walked over to Morgan.

"I miss you so much dad, why did you have to leave, I have nothing now dad. Why would you do that? I just want to be with you, how it used to be. Please dad. Please." Morgan cried. She didn't notice our presence yet. She broke down in sobs, she was crying so hard. I bent down and picked her up and placed her in my lap Tori grabbed her hand.

"I miss him so much Zayn." Morgan cried.

"I know babe, I know. Just let it out." I told her. She screamed into my chest and started hitting my chest. She was hitting me then stopped and broke into even harder sobs, if that's possible. "Shhhh, we are here for you Morgan, we love you we never want anyone to hurt you ever again. We promise to always be there for you." I whispered. Tori sent a quick text to Harry telling him where we were. We saw the car pull up and Harry ran over to us. I stood up with her fragile body and placed her in Harry's arms.

"Lets get you some sleep babe." Harry whispered to Morgan. Morgan nodded and continued crying. I grabbed Tori before she could walk off and gave her a hug.

"I am so scared for her Zayn, her dad was her everything. He was like my second dad. Its so hard, I am trying to be strong for her but some nights I cry my self to sleep thinking about him. It is so hard Zayn. I miss him so much, I cant even how Morgan feels." Tori cried. I rubbed her back as she nuzzled her head into my chest.

"I know, its okay. You are doing such a great job at being her friend and staying strong, Morgan might not be here if it wasn't for you, just remember that Tori," I whispered. She nodded so I pulled away and placed my hand in her tiny hand and walked to the car. Morgan was sitting on Harry's lap in the back next to Eleanor.

"Ready?" Louis whispered to me. I nodded and we drove in silence. All you could hear were Morgans light cries in the back and Harry trying to soothe her.

We pulled up to our house 20 minutes later. Tori was asleep on my lap, Morgan was sleeping in Harrys lap, you could hear her heavy breathing from crying still. Louis got out and helped me get Tori and Morgan out of the car. I carried Tori to my room and set her down on my bed. I walked out of the room and saw Harry carrying Morgans tiny body into his room. Eleanor and Louis were walking up the stairs hand in hand. Eleanor ran over to me and gave me a hug.

"You are a great friend Zayn, you helped Morgan so much." Eleanor whispered.

"Thanks El." She pulled back and kissed my cheek before going back to Louis. Louis smiled at me and went to his room with Eleanor. I went downstairs to go get something to drink. Liam and Niall were sitting around the counter talking.

"You okay Zayn?" Liam asked.

"Yeah fine." I mumbled. Harry emerged from the doorway, his eyes looked like he was crying. He looked at me and walked over and gave me a hug.

"How is she doing?" Niall asked.

"She is still crying a little bit, but she is sleeping now." Harry replied. Harry grabbed a water before saying good night and walking up stairs.

"She will be okay Zayn." Niall said.

"She is so strong." Liam added.

"I know, its so heartbreaking to see her like this. She has been though so much, she probably hasn't even told us something else. She needs a break. They both do." I said.

"Take them to Hawaii, give them a break. Let them focus on something else and just let them relax. We have a month off still." Liam said.

"Yeah, do it Zayn they need it. We all do, but they need it more." Niall said. I nodded my head thinking about it.

"Okay, lets but tickets. Lets go to Hawaii." I said. Liam nodded and went to grab his computer. So I guess we are going to Hawaii.

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