i refuse to sink.

chapter thirty-four.

I know Harry felt bad about what he did to me. Louis called a few days ago telling me Harry never left his room because he was so upset with himself. So I decided to surprise him and fly over to America. I missed him, I really did. I forgave him, I thought I was dying so I forgave him. I still forgive him, but I am still scared. Scared that he is going to leave me, scared that he is going to go back to Fay. But I need to stop thinking like that, it only makes me more stressed.

"Babe?" Harry snapped me out of my thoughts. "You alright?" Harry asked looking concerned.

"Yeah, I was just thinking." I smiled at him. Harry nodded and smiled back.

"Okay, you know I'm sorry Morgan. I never-"

"Stop." I whispered and put my finger on his lips "I know Harry, I forgive you. I love you, so stop apologizing.."

"I love you too." Harry mumbled. I leaned up and gave Harry a kiss. I smiled into the kiss as Harry grazed his tongue on my lip begging for entrance, which I quickly allowed.

"Oi! Love birds lets get going!" Louis yelled which broke us apart. I blushed and Harry just laughed and kissed my nose.

"Get on." Harry said and crouched down.

"No Harry, you can't carry me." I laughed. Harry stood up and faced me.

"Morgan you are so thin, anyone can carry you. You are not fat and you never were, okay? You are beautiful and perfect in everyway. So get on or else I will carry you some other way." Harry said. I sighed and nodded. I jumped on his back and Harry started running.

"HARRY! STOP!" I screamed in laughter. Harry laughed and kept running. We reached a group of fans, I tried to get off but Harry grabbed on tighter.

Harry started walking through the crowd so we could get to the bus. I put my head on Harry shoulders to block out the dirty looks. I felt someone tug my hair which almost flew me off Harrys back.

"Let go of her." Harry shouted when he felt me get tugged back. Harry held onto me tighter and ran to the bus. He walked up the stairs and placed me on the couch.

"Are you okay babe?" Harry asked.

"Yes Harry, I'm fine." I laughed. "You need to stop being mean to your fans, they are going to hate me even more now." I laughed. Harry smiled and shrugged.

"They need to be nice." Harry said shrugging. "Plus no one can ever hate you, be jealous? Yes, but how can you hate someone as perfect as you."

"You are so cheeky Styles." I joked and kissed his nose. Harry laughed and grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge.

"Oh, we have a movie premiere tonight." Harry said. I nodded for him to continue "And I was wondering if you, would, erm like to be my, erm, uhh date?" Harry asked nervously. I laughed at his awkwardness. He still got nervous and we have been dating forever.

"Tonight?" I asked. Harry nodded. "I don't know." I sighed "I might be a little bit busy, you see this very handsome guy asked me out already. And I would hate to cancel on him. He is very cheeky, you would like him." I said seriously. Harry just stared at me blankly "He is so hot, and the sex? Uhh don't even get me started on the sex. Its perfect and his hair, like yumm I could eat his chocolate curls and kiss his dimples all day long." I smiled at Harry. His face lit up. "But yeah I would love to go to this movie premiere, I just need to get home afterwards to have hot kinky sex with this other guy." I winked at Harry.

"I think I can do that, I would hate to leave this guy hanging." Harry smirked at me.

"Yeah, but you might have to, is that okay?" I bit my lip.