i refuse to sink.

chapter twenty.

It has been a week since Harry left, and he kept his promise. He called me every morning and sometime at night to see how my recordings were going and to tell me about his tour. I don't actually know where they were performing, I just know it was around the U.K.

"I love you babe, look good for me tomorrow." Harry winked at me.

"Love you too, and oh I will, don't you worry. I can still manage to turn you on through a promotional ad." I joked. Tomorrow I had a photo shoot, for my promotion covers and blah blah blah.

"Well I have to go babe, but I love you. I will call you tomorrow, bye have fun and just act natural" Harry said. I told him I loved him and hung up. Four minutes, that's how long we talked for. Four minutes and twenty three seconds. It's better than nothing, I guess.

"Morgan?" I heard a slight knock at my door as someone whispered my name. I was staying in my house now, I felt bad staying at the boys. Eleanor and Danielle stayed there though, so did Summer but that's because they didn't have anywhere else. Eleanor officially moved in with Louis, Danielle's place was getting refurnished and Summer, didn't have a house down here.

"Come in." I said. The door opened and Liz came in. She had kind of a sad smile on her face, she sat down on the bed next to me.

"I'm sorry, I really am. I don't know why I left, and I cant tell you because I honestly don't know. I was stupid, I know that, but it was hard. I know I wasn't daddys little girl like you were, but it still hurt. And whenever I saw you crying, it hurt me because I know that dad caused the pain, but he couldn't help himself, but I couldn't sit there and watch you cry, I tried to help, I did. But you pushed everyone away, so I left. I flew to Australia, do you know why?" Liz asked. I shook my head. "Because, dad said Australia was one of the brightest places to be, and when you see everyone out on the water, you just smile. Let me tell you this, dad was right. The people there was so nice, and had the best accents. Dad said the accents would make me laugh too, and they did. They got offended, but every time they would I would look up at dad and just laugh, because I know he was there with me. I wanted to come get you, I packed my bags to come back and get you, but I didn't want you to not appreciate it. I'm sorry I left, I'm sorry I ruined everything, I really didn't mean too." Liz finished, at this point we were both crying. This is the sister I missed, I don't know how she changed to a bitch. I was afraid that this was all an act, but for now I needed to be happy so I hugged her. For the first time in years. I hugged her and she hugged back.

"I missed you." I whispered.

"I know, I missed you too. I kept a photo of me and you in my house, and on my phone. I looked at it everyday I felt upset." Liz said. "How about you and me go out for lunch and catch up?" Liz offered.

"Yeah, sounds good. Let me get dressed into something other than this." I laughed and looked down at my clothes. Harrys baggy sweat pants and his sweat shirt. Paparazzi would follow me everywhere I went, so I haven't been out in a few days, so why not give them a little show?

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"This is crazy." Liz yelled over the crowd. We were walking to our restaurant and people were shouting at me for autographs, it wasn't that many people, but it was a lot to me.

"You are amazing! I love you Morgan"

"Your singing is absolutely perfect!"

"You and Harry are so cute together! GET MARRIED!"

"Harry needs to dump your ass, your so fat and ugly." Those comments made me upset, but Harry told me to laugh it off, because they were just jealous.

"DID YOU HEAR ABOUT HARRY AND THAT GIRL FROM LAST NIGHT?" One girl shouted, I turned to look at her. "Oh, you didn't know? Woops my bad I hope you two don't break up." The girl scoffed. I rolled my eyes and walked into the restaurant.