i refuse to sink.

chapter thirty-five.

"I'm so scared." I sobbed into Zayns chest. Zayn rubbed my back and played with my hair to comfort me.

"I know babe, I know." Zayn whispered.

"What do you mean you can't arrest him?" I heard Harrys voice yell angrily.

"I'm sorry sir, but he committed no crime." Another voice said.

"What the fuck? He HARASSED my girlfriend. He touched her!" Harry shouted back. Zayn picked me up and carried me away from the shouting.

"Yes, but it was like any normal fan would do. He said he wouldn't come back sir, we have sent him back home. Which is very far away, he is being escorted by cops. So you are fine, and safe." I heard someone respond.

"Who cares how far he is from her, he could come back at any given time. He fucking touched her, he touched my girlfriend and that is considered harassment, is it not?" Harry spat back. I could barely hear because Zayn took me somewhere else.

A few minutes later I heard Louis shouting at Harry. I turned my head and saw Harry running towards the security that took the guy off me.

"HARRY! STOP IT!" Louis shouted. Harry was stopped by Paul. Harry was spun around by Paul and his eyes found mine. He was crying. He was sobbing. Just like me.

I got up from Zayns lap and walked over to Harry, who immediately stopped protesting. Paul let go of Harry and I ran into Harrys arm.

"It's okay baby, you will be safe. I promise, I will keep you safe this time." Harry whispered. I was sobbing into Harrys chest. "Everything will be alright." Harry mumbled in my hair.

"I'm sorry." I whispered after a few minutes of calming down. Harry pulled back immediately and looked me in the eyes.

"What are you sorry for? You have done nothing, if its anyones fault its mine. If I haven't brought you into this life, you would be happy and safe."

"Harry, I am happy. I am safe. Being with you is the best decision I have ever made, stop beating yourself up over this stuff. A lot of this drama was from my life before I met you. You helped me. You have helped me become happy. And I love you so much Harry."

Harry nodded and kissed me softly.

"I'm sorry for getting my make up on your white shirt." I laughed lightly. Harry looked down at his white shirt and smiled.

"Don't be, I like it." Harry smirked. "Want to go home?" Harry asked me.

"Nope, I want to do what I came here for. And that's to eat and watch this movie." I said cheerfully.

"Morgan, I know you're scared. I'm even scared, I don't mind going home. I just want you to not worry. So if you want to go home, then we will go home. Please just let me take you home." Harry said seriously.

"Harry, I want to get it out of my mind. Yes I am terrified, but I need to distract myself from it. Okay? So lets go and watch this movie and eat, because I am starving."

"Are you sure?" Harry asked. I nodded and leaned up and gave him a big meaningful kiss.

"But first, I need to go fix my make up." I laughed and quickly ran to the bathroom.

I walked up to the mirror, and flinched. My make up was everywhere, and I mean everywhere. I sighed and got a wet paper towel and wiped my make up off. I guess I will just have to go for the all-natural look. Good thing its dark in the theatre.

I leaned against the sink facing the mirror.

My grip was getting tighter on the sink, making my knuckles turn white.

"Morgan?" I heard his Irish accent go through thee bathroom.

"Yep?" I replied shakily. I turned away and quickly wiped away my tears.

"Are you okay babe?" Niall asked when he approached me.

"You realize this is a girls bathroom, right?" I chuckled. Niall shrugged casually. "But, yes I am fine."

I walked out of the bathroom and saw Harry siting down against the wall with his phone.

"Come on curly." I laughed. Harrys head snapped up and he smiled at me. He put his phone away and stood up.

"You okay?" Harry asked. I replied with a kiss. Harry smirked into the kiss and grabbed my hand. "Later babe." Harry whispered. I pulled back and walked to meet the other boys down the hall.

When Louis saw me he grabbed his nerf gun and started shooting all the pellets at me. It scared me at first,but I remembered they were fake.

So, I let go of Harrys hand and ran right over to Louis after snatching Liams gun. Louis tried to run but I tackled him to the ground.

"Babe." I heard Harry say. "Babe! We can see your knickers." Harry yelled. Making me stop immediately. Louis started laughing so hard. I stood up awkwardly.

"I'm not wearing any." I whispered to Harry, remembering the day in the car from the first interaction with him.

"I like black on you." Harry growled. I smirked and leaned up and gave him a kiss on his lips.

"Lets go watch the movie you horny bastard." Louis yelled.

"He's right." Harry said.

"Well duh, we have to watch the movie." I laughed. Harry looked at me and his eyes darkened.

He shook his head.

Back At The Hotel After The Movie Premiere

"You okay babe?" Harry asked as he plopped down next to me in the bed. I shrugged. Harry got up and leaned over me. "What can I do for you babe? I want you to feel safe." Harry frowned.

I leaned up close to his ear and growled to him as I ran my hand down his bare torso, "Distract me." Harry smirked and leaned down to kiss me.

Things got pretty heated after that, but it kept my mind of things. The only thing I was focusing on was Harry making love to me, and I loved it.

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sorry i haven't updated in a whileee /:

so i was thinking if i should continue or not continue the story :$ idk tell me if i should or not?

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