i refuse to sink.

chapter nineteen.

Today was the day the boys were heading off for their tour. We scheduled to meet them in three weeks, which seemed so far away. But I knew it would fly by because I had such a busy next few weeks. I had to go in the recording studio all next week, then the next week do something for promotions and look for some to do an opening act for, I was so excited. In three weeks I would be meeting Harry's family, I was a little nervous at first, but Harry said that his mom, Anne, loved everyone. I was then going to be spending three days at his house before Harry left for his shows, then I would stay one more day before I went back home. Three days with Harry, that's all I get for three months. But I guess its better than none.

"You okay babe?" Harry asked knocking me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah, just thinking about us." I sighed.

"Baby, we will be fine. Okay? I will call you everyday even its just to hear your voice, and we can skype when we both have time, I promise." Harry said and kissed my forehead.

"You promise? Everyday?" I asked.

"I promise." Harry whispered and kissed me on the lips. We were sitting in Harrys room packing, well I was making sure he had everything and he packed. I never really liked packing. "I love you Morgan, never forget that." Harry whispered.

"I love you too Harry." I whispered back and gave him a peck on the lips before pushing him off of me. He pouted and I just laughed "Maybe if you finish packing?" I winked. Harry nodded and continued packing, every once in a while he would glance at me and smile but would frown when he turned away. Harry was really upset leaving me, because he wanted to be there when I started my career.

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Everyone was in the living room just talking, enjoying the last hours we had with each other. The boys were set off to leave in 6 hours, it was depressing. We decided to make the best of it and just get pizza and soda. I was sat on Harry's lap eating my pizza and sipping my Coke, my favorite comfort food. Louis was telling us about the first time Harry walked out naked and everyone started screaming and were just completely shocked, but now they don't even notice.

"You are so weird." I laughed at Harry.

"But that's why you love me." Harry smiled showing off his dimples. I leaned up and kissed each one. "I love when you do that." Harry whispered in my ear. I laughed and joined back into the conversation.

"Are you excited to sing Morgan?" Liam asked me.

"Yeah, thanks so much guys. I couldn't have done it without you guys, honestly." I said. Harry hugged me tighter and kissed my cheek.

"I can't wait to see your name everywhere." Louis laughed.

"Yeah right, I don't have four other hot band members with me." I laughed, but no one laughed. I covered my mouth and widened my eyes.

"You think were hot?" Zayn asked. Harry looked at me seriously, and the girls just looked like they were about to die of laughter.

"Wait what?" I asked dumbly. Which made everyone laugh, they were laughing so hard.

"It's alright, we all think each other is hot." Louis said jokingly. I buried my head into Harry chest and groaned.

"Why didn't I leave when I had the chance." I mumbled in Harrys chest.

"I asked myself the same thing, why DID you stay?" Harry asked. I hit his chest playfully and rolled my eyes.

"Alright, you two aren't married." Zayn joked.

"Yet." Niall added, Harry and I just smiled at each other.

"HE DIDN'T DENY IT!" Louis shouted.

"Didn't admit to it either." Harry shrugged. Ouch. "I would marry you in a heartbeat Morgan." Harry whispered.