i refuse to sink.

chapter fourty-one.

"Harry." I whine rolling on the ground.

"What?" Harry laughs emerging from the bathroom with a towel draped around his waist.

"I want to go. I want to find out if it's a boy or a girl." I pout. Harry shakes his head and drops his towel and puts on a pair of boxers.

"Come here." Harry offers me his hands. He pulls me up into his naked chest. "Patience, we still have two hours, okay?"

I nod and drag my feet into the bathroom and get in the shower. I try to take a long shower, to waste time. But it didn't work.

Once I'm ready I ask Harry if we can leave, just in case they call us back earlier. Harry laughs as my eagerness and agrees after I get on my knees begging him.

"Better get up, or else I'm thinking your trying to do something else." Harry winked and lifted me up. Still cheeky.

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"I told you they would call us back earlier." I whisper to Harry as we walk back into the room. Harry rolls his eyes and follows the doctor.

"Have a seat and the doctor will be with you any minute." The nurse smiled and walked out of the door.

The doctor came in shortly after. Harry scooted closer to me and grabbed my hand.

"I'm Dr. Barnes, so your hoping to find the gender today, correct?" He asks. I nod eagerly at him. He checks a few things before asking me to lift up my shirt. "This is going to be cold, just a warning." I close my eyes as the cold gel is spread across my stomach.

My eyes shoot open when I hear a noise. The babies heart beat. Harry squuezes my hand.

"I cant seem to tell the gender just yet, sometime its hard. It's a bit blurry, I'm unsure. But next week can make a big difference. I'm sorry that today wasn't what you were looking for." The Doctor informs us. Harry lets out a big sigh and looks up at me.

"It's okay. They are healthy though right?" I ask. The Doctor nods and writes something down.

***

(You were just a small bump unborn, four months then brought to life,

You might be left with my hair, but you'll have your mother's eyes,

I'll hold your body in my hands be as gentle as I can,

And now your scan on my unmade plans,

Small bump four months then brought to life)

"Louis said he will come by in a bit." Harry tells me. Harry is going out with Nick Grimshaw today to catch up. He told Louis to come over, since El is out with her friends. So the two loners can hang out.

"Alright, I'm just going to take a shower. Text him to come in, I don't feel like getting up and going to the door." I laughed. It has been five days since the doctors appointment. My stomach has been in a bit of a pain recently, but I think its because I'm stressing over the gender.

"Alright lazy ass." Harry mumbles. I swing my leg up from the bed and kick him in the groin. He groans and topples on to the bed. "Watch it or my foot it going to go a little higher next time."

"Sorry baby." Harry sweetly cooed. He crawled over to me and started kissing my neck and eventually reached my lips.

"Love you, and our little baby so much." Harry whispered. He lifted up my shirt and gave my bump a kiss. "I'll be back later, don't miss me to much."

"I'll try not to." I joked "Harry, please behave." Harry nodded and said bye before leaving me on my own.

(I'll hold you tightly, I'll give you nothing but truth,