i refuse to sink.

chapter thirty-eight.

"Oh shit." I mumbled as I read the stick. I didn't know if I should be happy or upset. I closed my eyes and took a big breath before grabbing the stick and walking out of the bathroom where all the girls were anxiously sitting on the ground waiting.

"What does it say?" Tori whispered. I looked back down at the stick and sighed.

"Well, I'm having a baby." I whispered. It was silent for a few seconds then all the girls raced up to me screaming and gave me a huge hug.

"Oh my gosh babe, that is so exciting!" Danielle gushed in my ear.

"Yes! When are you telling Harry?" Eleanor asked.

"When we get back to London, do you think he is ready for this?" I asked the girls seriously. They all nodded.

"Harry loves you so much Morgan, he is going to love you and that baby unconditionally." Eleanor soothed me.

"I hope so." I muttered to myself.

"Hey don't be like that, be excited. This is amazing and you have all of us here to support you. You and Harry are ready for this, we all know it." Tori smiled at me. Eleanor and Danielle agreed.

((Harry Calling))

"Hello?" I answered nervously.

"Hey babe, hows Paris?" Harry asked.

"Amazing, I love it here. Although, I wish you were here."

"Me too babe, but Liam wanted you to have a girls vacation so he banned me from coming." Harry chuckled.

"But I would at least want to see the Eiffel Tower." I laughed.

"So anything happen in Paris? Do people recognize you?" Harry asked. For a second I thought he knew I was pregnant, but I realized he doesn't because it doesn't look like I am and I just found out myself.

"Yeah a few girls recognized me, they were so nice I am meeting up with them in New York at your concert."

"Oh that's fun, babe I have to go. I'm sorry this is so short. I love you." Harry said.

"I have something to tell you when I'm home Harry." I gushed into the phone.

"Should I be worried?" Harry asked.

"Umm, no?" I answered. "I'll let you go, I love you Harry."

"Love you too Morgan see you in two days." I smiled and hung up the phone.

"So what should we do?" Danielle asked after I set my phone down.

"Liam set up a spa date for us in 2 hours, so want to sight see then head to the spa?"

"Sounds like a perfect idea to me." Tori added.

"Alright well lets go then girls." I hollered and we all walked back outside. I was going to come what I came here for, a break, and not let this pregnancy stress me out until I get back home to Harry. This was just another thing thrown in my life, and I knew I could handle it.

I could handle anything.

*****

"This is so relaxing." I mumbled as the masseuse gave me a back massage.

"This is the best thing ever." Dani mumbled back.

"Mhhmm." Tori moaned. We all started laughing. We already got our toes and fingers painted now we were getting massages, and it felt amazing.

"I don't think I want to leave this table." Eleanor moaned.

"I might have to make Zayn go to a massage school." Tori laughed in reply.

"We have to make all the boys go." I joked. They all hummed in response.

***

((Back at the hotel))

"I love Paris." Tori cheered as she took a sip from the bottle of wine.

"Tori," I laughed "don't drink from the bottle, what if others want some?"

Tori shrugged and took another gulp, "Not like you can drink this."

"Ugh your such a bitch Tori." I groaned.

"But you love me." Tori gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wiped it off and shook my head.

"Unfortunately." I muttered Tori walked away.

"I heard that." Tori yelled.

"Yeah, yeah." I laughed. "Why is Tori the only one drinking?" I asked El and Dani.

"I know if I drink I wont stop, and I don't want a hangover to ruin this trip." Danielle laughed.

"I feel bad for you, so I wont drink." Eleanor smiled at me.

"Awww, El you are so sweet. To bad my BEST FRIEND is such a bitch and rubs it in my face."

"Yep, definitely pregnant." Tori yelled. She walked back in the room and sat right next to me and started moaning as she drank her wine.

"Torrriiii." I whined, "Stop."

"Is that what you sound like when you and Harry have sex?" Tori laughed. I snatched the bottle from her hand and ran into my room.

"MORGAN!" Tori screamed banging on my door. I forgot about the connected bathroom so she came behind me and scared me. I dropped the bottle.

"Woops." I mumbled. Tori looked at me then attacked me in a tickle war.

"S-t-tttooppp." I laughed out.

"You bitch spilled my wine!" Tori replied. I was laughing so hard, Tori stopped after I hit my head on the bed post.

"Ouch." I laughed rubbing my forehead, "That hurt." I pouted.

"You didn't even hit it hard." Tori laughed and helped me up. As soon as I stood up a wave of dizziness struck me. "Whoah Morgan, what's wrong?" I closed my eyes and I felt like I was going to throw up.

I raced to the bathroom and emptied the contents in my stomach. Tori came from behind me and rubbed my back and put my hair in a ponytail.

"Sorry babe." Tori said as she rubbed my back.

"Tori, its fine. It just happens a lot now." I laughed. I got up and washed my face and brushed my teeth. "Sorry about the wine." I said quickly before rushing out of the bathroom. I heard Tori laugh and follow me out.

That night we just sat gossiping and eating. A lot.