i refuse to sink.

chapter eightteen.

I woke up in Harrys bed the next morning. I rolled over to see him, but his body was replaced with a note.

'Hey babe, I didn't want to wake you. The boys and I had a meeting with Uncle Si, we should be home around 12, make yourself comfy. Just forget about yesterday, okay? I love you babe.

Harry. XX'

I smiled at his note and got out of the bed and went downstairs. Tori and Summer were sitting at the breakfast bar drinking what looked like coffee.

"Good Morning." I said cheerily.

"So what are your plans for the day?" Tori asked after greeting me.

"Not sure, should I go home and talk to my sister?" I asked.

"I think you should, I mean you don't have to. But make her know that you missed her and that you needed her but in a more calmly manner." Summer laughed at the last part.

"Yeah, we can drive you over? Then if you want to hit the shops with us?" Tori asked.

"Sure, I need clothes anyways. Want to leave in about ten minutes?" I asked.

"Yeah, Niall said he was going to ask if everyone wanted to go to lunch with us. They have something to tell us." Summer said.

"Okay, let me go get my clothes from yesterday." I said to Tori and Summer before walking out of the kitchen.

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"Just go apologize, don't be a bitch and hit her, okay? It will only make thins situation worse." Summer suggested.

"Ugh fine, if I'm not back in ten minutes I might be dead." I laughed and jumped out of the car.

I walked in and heard laughter from the kitchen. I frowned and went straight upstairs to get dressed. I was reaching for my bag when I heard someone walk in my room. I turned around and Liz was at my door way with a smug look on her face.

"I'm glad your face doesn't look to bad, wouldn't want your rich boyfriend breaking up with you." Liz laughed.

"Excuse me? Who do you think you are? You can't just show up whenever you want, you left. You left me with nobody but myself, how do you think I felt Liz?" I asked calmly with a little it of attitude.

"Look I don't know what your problem is with me, but whatever it is needs to stop. Mom is more than excited to have me back, and I suggest that if you don't want her to pack up and leave to you shut your mouth and start being polite to me, got it?" Liz snapped.

"No, you aren't the boss of me. You are such a bitch, where did my old sister go? I want her, I need her Liz. Not you." I snapped back.

"Yeah, well she's not coming back." Liz sighed and walked out of my room. I groaned and applied make up to my face, there was a slight bruise where I was hit, but I wasn't concerned about that. I put my hair up into a messy cute bun and walked out of my room. Liz was just leaving her 'now new room' the same time. "Be careful out there sis, it's a cruel world." Liz whispered as she walked by me.

"Whats that suppose to mean?? Are you threatening me?" I yelled after her running down the stairs.

"I would never threaten you, but one thing you should know. You already are threatened. Your dating one of the most wanted boys, don't come crying to me when people say mean stuff, got it?" Liz spat. What the hell is that suppose mean? I already saw the hate and Harry told me to ignore it.

"Fuck off." I spat and walked out of the house slamming it loudly on the way out. Tori and Summer were dancing with the windows down, but when they saw me they stopped and looked around awkwardly.

"Let's go." I said as I got in the car.

"What happened?" Summer asked quietly.

"She told me I needed to be more respectful, and that I needed to be careful." I said.

"Careful? Of what?" Tori chimed in.

"I have no clue, but she said I was being threatened because I am dating Harry. Which I know I get hate, but Harry helps me, I don't see what it matters to her." I sighed.

"Lets just forget about, yeah?" Summer asked. I nodded and Tori turned up the music really loud. We rolled down the window and waved at random people, some people even winked at us. Which just made me pretended to gag, so they would walk away frowning. We are so mean.

"I'm hungry." Summer whined.

"Seriously, you and Niall are identical. We can stop for some frozen yogurt, because I really want some." I laughed and we all agreed.

So fifteen minutes later we were walking into a dress store. Tori said she wanted a new dress in case something came up. I really wanted a new little black dress so I went looking around.

"MORGAN!" I heard Tori shout my name.

"What Tori?" I groaned as I approached her. She was in the dressing room and looked amazing. Her dress was all white, it had half sleeves and was tight. It was a little short, but she looked amazing in it.

"Do you like?" Tori asked spinning around.

"Yes, you have to buy that Tori." I said. She jumped up and down and went back into her dressing room. I found my perfect little black dress and tried it on. They were right, its little alright and its black. It was a plain tight fitting black dress, but it looked good. I decided to buy it and a pair of new shoes to go with it.

"Hey Niall said the boys wanted to meet us at this restaurant, its about ten minutes away from here if we walk. So we should leave soon." Summer said.

"Okay, let me buy this then we can go." I said holding up my dress and shoes. After I paid for them we all walked to the restaurant. It was like a café, but a really nice café.

We walked in the café and saw the boys in a booth near the back. We walked back and noticed El and Danielle were also there.

"Hey babe." Harry said. He stood up and gave me a kiss before letting me slide in.

"What were you three doing?" Danielle asked.

"Shopping, we couldn't find you two this morning." Tori answered.

"Yeah, we had to make a phone call. Sorry." Danielle said.

"No its okay, next time. So why are we here?" I asked. Niall looked at Liam, who looked at Zayn, who looked at Louis and then to Harry.

"Well one thng is that Simon listened to your CD." Harry paused. "And he loved it, he says he wants to get you in a studio next week, and find you someone to open up for." Harry finished.

"Really!? Yayyy I am so excited. I didn't think he would like me." I cheered. All the boys smiled at me then stopped laughing and just looked sad.

"What?" I asked.

"We have a tour, and can't be there for you to sing in the studio next week." Harry said.

"Its okay, you can come like in 2 weeks." I said. I heard Louis sigh.

"No, our tour is three months Morgan. Simon just told us, we tried to push it back but he cant." Louis said

"Three months?" I whispered to Harry. He looked me in the eyes and nodded.

"I'm so sorry Morgan, but we plan to have you come see us. Because we have two separate tours, but they are back to back. One is all around the UK, then in North America." Harry said.

"That's great though, don't worry about me." I said. Harry frowned and pulled me into a hug.

"I love you Morgan, even if we are oceans away." Harry whispered in my ear.

"Harry, its okay we will see each other. I promise, I love you too."

"Everything will be okay." Harry smiled at me. I nodded agreeing with him.

But what a great lie that was. Nothing would be okay. It cant be okay, now.