i refuse to sink.

chapter twenty-five

Eleanor P.O.V

When we arrived at the hospital we all ran into the building. Morgan and Tori went in an ambulance and I drove Dani, and Summer.

"Morgan umm, oh my gosh whats her last name?" Summer ran up to the counter. She looked at Danielle and she shrugged. Okay, no need to panic. I thought about it for a few seconds.

"Bridgestone, Morgan Bridgestone." I quickly said. I heard Summer and Danielle sigh in relief. The nurse flipped through some papers and clipboards.

"She is up on the tenth floor, but she can't be seen by anyone. The doctors put her in intensive care, it's not looking good, but you will be able to see her soon." The nurse replied and frowned at us. We thanked her and ran up to the tenth floor, well took the elevator.

"TORI!" I yelled and ran over to her. She got up from her seat and ran over and hugged me and we cried into each others arms. "Is she okay?" I whispered.

"No." Tori mumbled and looked down at her feet. "They- -- don't think she is going to make it." She added. Danielle and Summer came over and gave her a hug, we knew Morgan was Toris everything, I have never seen them fight, well I have but it doesn't last long.

"It's okay babe, she is strong she can push through." Danielle said.

"Yeah, she has all of us praying for her, she is going to make it." Summer whispered. Tori nodded and we took our seats.

"Hello?" I answered my ringing phone without looking at who was calling.

"Babe, is everything okay?" Louis asked.

"I don't know, I really don't know, we cant see her. Are you coming?"

"Yeah, Paul wouldn't let us come, but we had an argument so he is letting us come. We are on our way." Louis said. I heard Harry in the background asking to talk to me.

"El?" Harry croaked. He was crying.

"Yeah Harry?" I whispered.

"Is she going to make it?" Harry whispered.

"I don't know Harry, but she is strong and we are all praying for her she can push through, I know she can. She won't leave you Harry." I said, I was trying to convince myself more than him.

"I love her El, what if she leaves me?" Harry croaked between sobs.

"She won't Harry, I promise she wont leave until you say goodbye." I mumbled the last part, I honestly don't think she will make it. Whenever doctors would walk by they would frown at us and look down and walk away quickly.

"Okay, I will see you in a bit, please tell her I love her." Harry said. I told him I would and hung up. They said they would be here in two hours max, they got a helicopter from Simon.

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"Are you here for Morgan Bridgestone?" I heard a deep voice ask. I opened my eyes and was greeted by a doctor holding a clipboard.

"Yeah, we all are." I said and motioned to the other girls.

"Any relatives?" He asked.

"Her umm her boyfriend is on his way." Danielle replied.

"Okay, what about parents? Siblings?"

"Her dad dies, her mom left and so did her sister." Tori said quietly.

"Ahhh, okay well we can only take family members in right now, but I guess I should let her boyfriend know what is going on, is he here?" The doctor asked.

"Not yet, he is-"

"Where is she?" I heard Harry yell. I looked down the hall and saw all the boys running.

"Are you her boyfriend?" The doctor asked Harry. Harry nodded and wiped the tears from his face. Louis came over to me and gave me a hug and the others boys did the same to their girls.

"Okay, come with me. You are the closest she has to family." The doctor said.

"And Tori, she needs to come. Morgan needs her best friend." Harry said to the doctor and grabbed Toris hand. Zayn gave her a kiss then let her go with Harry.

Harry's P.O.V

"Okay, I first need to warn you. Morgan has been in surgery since she got her, there was internal bleeding in her brain, so we had to stop it. She has some broken ribs and a fractured wrist from the fall. But there is a massive problem that led her to this." The doctor paused.

"What?" I asked. I squeezed Toris hand.

"Morgan has lost 62 pounds since her last weigh in." The doctor sighed. I put my hand over my mouth to stop the sobs. I heard Tori let our a sob so I gave her a hug before we were allowed to go in. What I saw I was most definitely not prepared to see.

"Oh my god." Tori gasped. She buried her head into my shoulder and cried as I walked towards Morgan. Wires were everywhere, she was pale, blood and bandages covered her body. She was sick, really sick. Her breathing wasn't normal it was almost forced.

Morgan?" I whispered.

"Morgan is in a medically induced coma right now, she wouldn't have made it if she was awoken. I'm sorry." The doctor said.

"Is she going to make it?" Tori croaked.

"Right now? No." The doctor paused and I let our a sob and hugged Tori into my chest. "But if we keep her like this and give her drugs that will boost her up, then yes. But her insurance won't cover it, and it doesn't seem like she can afford it. Her cards are empty." The doctor informed us.

"How? Morgan has so much money." Tori said.

"Someone could have removed it to prevent treatment in case anything happened, but other than that she has no way to pay for treatment."

"Her mom." I heard Tori mumble.

"What?" I asked.

"Her mom, she left her Harry. She left her for good." Tori whispered.

"I will pay for the treatment, just go talk to the boys out there and have them settle it and please hurry, I need her." I told the doctor. He nodded and left the room.

"What happened Tori?" I asked. I walked over to Morgan and out my hand on hers hoping she would grab it, but she didn't.

"She went on a run, and said she just didn't drink water so she was feeling dizzy. So I sat her down and gave her some water but she couldn't drink it, well she was going up the stairs and I guess she was at the top because that's where her phone was, and she passed out and fell down the stairs." Tori said.

"Was it at our place?" I asked.

"Yeah, we are staying there to keep an eye on Morgan." Tori said. Our stairs weren't carpet, or wood. They were like glass. "She is going to be fine Harry, she is going to push through for you." Tori said and grabbed my hand.

"I hope so, I love her so much." I said. I noticed my tears were streaming down my face and onto her hand. I bent down and kissed her hand before leaving the room, I couldn't see her like that, its to hard.

I couldn't help but think its my fault. Morgan was fine before I came along. Am I killing my girlfriend without realizing it?