KPOP Ships (boyxboy)

Hard Feelings: Taeyong x Jaehyun (NCT)

Summary: Jaehyun pushes away the feelings he has for Taeyong, but over time he just keeps falling harder. What if it's been Taeyong all this time?

In this imagine they are not in a KPOP group! Contains cursing, please don't read if that makes you uncomfortable!

Word Count: 1168
Type: angst with happy ending

Taeyong sighed as he looked across the classroom to see Jaehyun flirting with some other girls in class. Taeyong never felt so confused about his feelings towards someone in his life.

Taeyong liked Jaehyun, don't get him wrong, but at the same time he hated Jaehyun with a passion.

Taeyong hated how Jaehyun had Taeyong wrapped around his finger so easily. They would kiss, have sex, go on dates, sleep in the same bed some nights, yet Jaehyun still wanted nothing to do with him.

Jaehyun still didn't date him, never asked him to be his boyfriend, and he was still a player.

He flirted with other guys and girls and took them on dates, and Taeyong was well aware of it all. And that's what Taeyong hated most.

No matter how hard he tried, Taeyong couldn't get over Jaehyun. He could never let him go.

And last night didn't make it any better when Jaehyun came to Taeyong's dorm drunk as hell, being all cute and clingy to Taeyong. Telling him how much he loved him and wanted to be with him all night long.

Then when morning came, Jaehyun was gone.

Finally done with his classes for the day, Taeyong grabbed his things as he began to walk home, but froze as he saw something catch his eye.

Behind the school building, he saw Jaehyun making out with some chick as he felt his heart shatter. Taeyong didn't realize he was staring until he noticed that Jaehyun locked eyes with him as Taeyong whipped his head away quickly.

Walking away from the scene, he heard Jaehyun call out his name and the running of feet until he felt Jaehyun whip him around.

"Taeyong" Jaehyun spoke sharply as he struggled to catch his breath.

"What?" Taeyong spat, his voice coming out more snarky than he intended as he fought back tears, but he wasn't holding them back too well.

"I can explain" Jaehyun spoke as Taeyong finally lost it, laughter erupting from his throat as he stared at Jaehyun.

He felt crazy for laughing at a time like this, but he was so hurt he couldn't even stop himself.

"There's nothing to explain to me" Taeyong spat as he pushed Jaehyun back, not wanting him close at all.

"It's not like we are dating or anything right? We just fucked a few times. I was a fun toy for you right? That's all this ever was" Taeyong told him as tears streamed down his cheeks.

"I don't know what I expected from you" Taeyong whispered, "Maybe for you to like me as much as I liked you...I guess I should've known better" Taeyong's voice got quiet as his voice trailed off, no longer wanting to argue with the guy in front of him.

"Don't worry about me Jaehyun" Taeyong sighed while wiping his tears.

"I'm not your boyfriend. You don't need to run after me because I saw you with someone else" he continued at Jaehyun stood there in utter distraught and despair.

Jaehyun's hands were trembling and he bit his lip, not wanting any of this to happen. He started liking Taeyong since the first time they talked, yet Jaehyun never accepted the fact Taeyong was the one. Therefore he played with other people in hopes of his feelings towards Taeyong would disappear.

Yet those feelings he pushed away only made him fall harder for Taeyong as he could never stop thinking about him. He never meant to let it get this far, and the last thing he ever wanted was for Taeyong to see him kiss someone else. Or the fact that he may never be in Taeyong's life again.

So Jaehyun was gonna do whatever it takes to fix things.

"Taeyong please just let me talk" Jaehyun pleaded as he reached out for him.

"I don't wanna hear you talk damnit!" Taeyong yelled, the first time Taeyong has ever yelled at Jaehyun.

Jaehyun was speechless at his outburst, yet he couldn't blame him as Jaehyun was the one who created this mess.

"Don't text me, don't call me, don't come to my dorm, don't sit next to me in class, hell don't even look at me! You don't deserve to look at me!" Taeyong spat as he dug his finger into Jaehyun's chest, his face red and flushed, eyes puffy, and cheeks streaked with tears.

"You don't deserve any of my attention anymore" Taeyong finished as Jaehyun watched Taeyong turn around and continue walking down the street.

The tears Jaehyun has been holding in finally fell as he cursed out loud, not caring who heard him as his hands balled into fists, doing his best to control his anger.

But right now Jaehyun knew Taeyong didn't wanna see him, but Jaehyun just couldn't help himself.

Jaehyun took a deep breath as he ran after Taeyong, whipping him around as Taeyong flinched in shock. Realizing it was Jaehyun, he squirmed as he tried pushing Jaehyun away as he teared up once more.

"What did I just say" Taeyong spat as he tried pushing Jaehyun away as Jaehyun cupped his cheeks, looking down at the boy in front of him; looking at his teary eyes, messed up hair, and flushed cheeks.

"You didn't say I couldn't touch you" Jaehyun whispered as Taeyong sniffled cutely, watching as a small smile formed on Taeyong's face.

"You're so stubborn, I hate it" Taeyong whispered as he hiccuped over his tears.

"It's always been you" Jaehyun whispered as Taeyong looked up at him.

"What?"

"It's always been you. I can't believe I haven't seen it all this time."

Taeyong looked away as he moved his face away from Jaehyun, "Quit saying nonsense."

"Please believe me" Jaehyun pleaded as Taeyong shook his head no.

"After everything Jaehyun, it's really hard to trust you" Taeyong whispered as more tears fell from his eyes, but also from Jaehyun's.

It was the first time Taeyong has ever seen Jaehyun cry as his eyes widened.

"Please. I'll do anything to make you see. Just give me one chance, I'll do whatever it takes" Jaehyun choked out.

Taeyong wasn't used to seeing Jaehyun like this. He was used to the cocky, snarky, overly confident man that didn't look up to anyone. Yet here he was, holding Taeyong's hands while crying for forgiveness.

"Okay" Taeyong whispered as he watched Jaehyun whip his head up.

"I'll give you a chance" Taeyong told him as Jaehyun engulfed him in a hug.

"But if you mess up, I swear to god you'll never see me again" Taeyong told him as Jaehyun nodded, eager to prove Taeyong was all Jaehyun wanted.

And that is exactly what Jaehyun did.