KPOP Ships (boyxboy)

I Didn't Mean It: Wooyoung x San (Ateez)

Summary: After the two share a romantic kiss, San tells Wooyoung they should only be friends. What will happen if San begins to regret saying that?

Type: Angst with a happy ending
Word Count: 1266

They were on tour as San and Wooyoung laid in bed together, the sun rising as it shined through the windows. Cuddled up together, San held Wooyoung tightly, not loosening his grip one bit.

The other members were still sleeping in the hotel as Wooyoung woke up, his eyes scanning San's face as he couldn't help but blush. Ever since he first laid eyes on San, he fell hard. Looking at his face, Wooyoung smiled softly while playing with San's hair gently.

Feeling someone touch him, San fluttered his eyes open as he looked up at Wooyoung, his heart pounding in his chest as he looked in his eyes. San pulled Wooyoung closer to his chest before tilting his chin up with his finger, placing his lips on his.

Even though Wooyoung was caught off guard, he immediately kissed back before San snapped back into reality, shoving Wooyoung off of him. Wooyoung looked at him before San got out of bed quickly, refusing to glance over at Wooyoung.

"We shouldn't have done that" San spoke, his voice cold and held no emotion whatsoever.

"That was a mistake I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me. I don't see you like that" San continued to speak quietly, not wanting the other members to hear their conversation.

Wooyoung was speechless as he felt his heart being torn to shreds. All he did was sit on the bed quietly, his mouth refusing to speak, and his body refusing to move. San sighed while grabbing his clothes, heading into the bathroom to change.

Wooyoung stared out the window, tears streaming down his face. Yet he was silent. Dead silent. No one knew he was crying as he did so silently; before wiping his tears and putting a smile on his face, pretending that nothing happened.

Wooyoung did what he thought was best, he tried to forget. He put a smile on for the other members and paparazzi as they got their makeup done and the walk to the car. San watched him from afar, knowing what was really going on.

And that made San feel even worse. Knowing that every time Wooyoung was hurting, he hid it to not make anyone else worry. He always put others before him, and that's what San admired the most.

That night, they got ready to go on stage as Wooyoung got some body glitter applied to him, making all the members tease him; telling him he looked "hot" and "sexy" as San stayed silent.

The other members took a slight notice at the twos distance, but remained quiet, thinking it was just a small fight and that they would resolve it soon.

Now on the stage, the music loud as the members were dancing, the fans screaming, when suddenly Wooyoung slipped, causing the fans to scream as the other members looked back.

The fall didn't hurt too bad, but it definitely caught Wooyoung off guard as he stayed down on the floor, his anxiety and pure shock not allowing him to move. Seonghwa went to help him, but San was faster.

San got down to Wooyoung's level as the fans started to squeal, seeing their favorite ship getting close together. San gently helped Wooyoung up as he held him close, the other members noticing how San scanned Wooyoung all over for any injuries.

Wooyoung gently brushed San off as San stared at him in confusion, hurt clearly written on his face. Wooyoung covers his microphone quickly so the fans and members couldn't hear him.

"I'm fine thank you" Wooyoung whispered softly, even though his hand was a bit scraped up from catching himself.

San tried to take Wooyoung's hand into his to look at it, but Wooyoung pulled away gently.

"Please don't touch me. I'm trying to get over you" Wooyoung spoke, watching San's eyes widen and fill with pain.

Wooyoung bowed to him before smiling, letting the members and fans know he was fine before they continued dancing like nothing ever happened. Yet San couldn't focus one bit. All he was thinking about was what Wooyoung said.

"I'm trying to get over you." But San didn't want Wooyoung to get over him.

The second the concert ended, the medical team started checking Wooyoung out, making sure he was okay as San waited outside the door, silently listening to what the doctors were saying.

Seonghwa came up behind San while patting his back, "Give him some time okay? I don't know the details, but give Wooyoung some time."

San nodded while taking a deep breath, just hoping things would be okay.

Back at the hotel, San laid in bed as Wooyoung came out from the bathroom. San looked at him as he noticed Wooyoung grab a pillow from the bed before moving to the couch in the corner of the room.

San wanted to say something, but the other members were already sleeping, and he didn't wanna bother them. Wooyoung laid down on the couch while facing away from him, his chest slowly raising up and down as he began to fall asleep.

After about 15 minutes of San laying alone in bed, he couldn't take it anymore. He always had to cuddle something, and that something was Wooyoung. And the pillow he was cuddling right now wasn't cutting. San felt his heart ache as he didn't feel Wooyoung next to him. He missed his touch, smell, warmth, but most of all his love and security.

Getting out of bed silently, San headed to the couch as he laid down beside Wooyoung. Wooyoung woke up as he felt movement on the couch, his breath hitching as he felt San wrap his arms around him pulling him close. He could smell San's body wash as he inhaled it deeply, his heart pounding in his chest.

San nuzzles him face in his back before whispering, "I don't want you to get over me because I'll never get over you."

Wooyoung felt his cheeks blush as he went to speak, "San..." he whispered only to be cut off.

"Im sorry" San spoke, "I didn't mean what I said earlier."

"I didn't mean what I said either" Wooyoung replied, "Im not trying to get over you. That seems impossible" he whispered, a small chuckle leaving his mouth too.

San chuckled too as he took hold of Wooyoung's hands, holding them securely as he kissed the back of his neck.

"Never move to the couch again" San scolded, causing Wooyoung to laugh again as the other members woke up slightly, looking over to see the two love birds made up; silently giggling as they saw the two squished on the couch.

Wooyoung lowered his voice a bit as he whispered "Okay, okay, I won't."

San smiled softly while snuggling closer into Wooyoung before bringing the hand Wooyoung hurt up to his lips, kissing it gently.

Wooyoung was happy San couldn't see his face as he was blushing immensely, "Im glad you weren't hurt too bad" San started, "But it still hurts me to see this."

Wooyoung turned around to face San as he caressed his cheek with his hand, "Im okay, don't you worry."

"I can't help but worry" San whispered.

Wooyoung kissed Sans cheek before closing his eyes, "You talk too much."

San chuckled as he watched Wooyoung's breathing steady, watching how he fell asleep so quickly.

"I love you~"