"I think I've seen this film before "
She said it while looking at the guy beside her.
It was a peaceful day where the sky is clear and blue but no matter how peaceful it is and no matter how calm the day is when two hearts are about to say goodbye it will never be the same day as what they remembered.
She remembered those days when he makes her feel that she's the most beautiful girl in the world that he loved her for the rest of her life. She's thinking how dumb she is coz she's never been someone's first choice she will always be an option. Everytime she falls inlove it's always starts at once upon a time but never ends at they lived at happily ever after.
Her tears falls down while looking at him saying like that coz it's a line from their favorite song.
She pull back her strength to stand coz she knows it's already the ending the reason why she said "I think I've seen this film before" a line from their favorite song. she said it coz all of a relationship she had she witnessed that a guy whom she fell in love with was still in love with a girl they fell in love with wether it was their first love or true love and she remains a girl in another point of view.
She walked away
He let her
I take a deep breath knowing that this story will be flopped again just like those stories I wrote before but as long as may isang taong nag babasa pa ng stories na sinusulat ko mag susulat ako. One reader is enough for me but sometimes I was thinking how it feels that someone will read your stories and appreciate it.
In off ko yung laptop ko saka inilagay sa gilid ko para matulala lang for about 3 minutes thinking why I never be as good as them such as J.K Rowling but then I remembered Harry Potter was rejected 12 times before it gets popular and so that's my motivation.
I don't know but everytime I am reading reviews from my story I only got negative comments. Someone commented that it was lacked of emotions they can't connect with my stories. Well, maybe it's all true because maybe I was writing romance stories but never experienced it coz one upon a time I never fell in love I don't know it's just that I can't find a perfect guy for me.
They said sobrang taas daw ng standars ko to the point na magiging matandang dalaga na lang ako. Well, I better off alone than spending my time in a relationship where I need to beg for his attention and love. I am already contented to those guys I described in my novels I'm sure I can sleep at night knowing no man can hurt me.
"Ate kakain ka ba o hindi? Kanina pa ako katok ng katok sa room mo"
Medyo naiinis na sabi ni Yasy. She is our bunso medyo mainitin ang ulo at laging galit nag mana yata sa mother side ng family na may lahing angry bird. She's pretty, tall and sociable sya yung adventurous at maingay sa'min.
"Kitang may ginagawa ako diba?"
pasumbat na sabi ko we're like Tom and Jerry hindi matatapos ang araw pag hindi kami nag aaway. It feels like my days are incomplete without war between her and me. I always called it war everytime we fight over a small things coz small things are the one that matters.
"So kasalanan ko? Kasalanan ko ganon? Bahala ka nga ikaw na nga tong inaalala ih tsk"
Biglang nag kasalubong yung dalawang kilay ko like wut? sumasagot pa talaga kaya kinuha ko yung isang unan malapit sa inuupuan ko sa gilid ng kama ko at ibinato sa kanya pero nakailag naman sya.
"Papa si ate inaaway na naman ako!"
Pasigaw na sabi neto at dali-daling tumakbo pababa na agad ko namang sinundan pero pag dating ko sa sala nakatago na sya sa likod ni papa.
"Immature"
Mahinang sabi ni Chandra
Sya yung pangalawang kapatid ko. She's pretty maputi, matalino at mahinhin medyo tahimik din depende sa kung sino kausap nya.
"May sinasabi ka?"
Tanong ko I don't know if I'm asking or what coz it's more like a statement.
"Tama na nga yan kakain na ih, papa sawayin mo nga mga anak mo at ikaw yasy umupo ka na"
Saway ni Tsuki
Sya yung pangatlong kapatid ko may pag kaboyish, maganda, matangkad and sporty at sya yung mahilig sumaway sa'min.
"Kain na tayo ikaw Selene lagi mo na lang inaaway tong kapatid mong si Yasy"
Sabi ni papa sabay lagay ng kanin sa pinggan neto.
We're having eggs, bacon and rice in our breakfast si Chandra nag luto yan lang niluto nya kasi yan lang naman kaya nya ih.
Grew up with a simple family makes me appreciate those things we had today.
I remembered dati sobrang hirap ng buhay nong nawala si mama I didn't even got my dream course when I was in college coz si papa lang nag papaaral sa'min so I need to consider that.
I really wanted to be a writer but I end up being a teacher, Chandra is now nurse, Tsuki was still in college taking BS criminology coz she wanted to kaya support na lang and Yasy is now a flight attendant. Naunang nag graduate si Yasy kasi nag stop noon si Tsuki but now worries coz she own a business now. She owns a coffee shop called moon's place kaya naman nyang pag sabayin yung pag aaral saka business at andyan naman si papa na naging right hand nya kapag busy sya hindi naman paunahan ang diploma ih ang importante ma reach mo yung finish line.
"Bilisan nyong kumain para makaabot pa tayo sa second mass"
Casual lang na pag kasabi ni Chandra
Linggo ngayon so it means it's our rest day kaya mag sisimba kami sa sobrang busy ba naman sa school tas stress pako sa novels na ginagawa ko in other words wala akong panahon lumandi.
Looking at my 3 sisters with our father is already enough for me para sa'kin sapat na yun so all I need to do is to focus on my career I know papa is worried coz he really wanted someone to take care of me pag wala na sya sabi nga nya sa'kin one time masaya namang mag isa pero iba parin yung may mapag sabihan ka kung anong mga nangyari sayo by the end of the day and I think may point naman sya but then siguro hindi lang para sa'kin yang mga ganon.
If you ever wonder all of our names means moon in different language.
My mother loves moon so much coz no matter how dark the night is moon still manage to shine and I guess it makes sense coz since she left us I thought our shines will fade but we remembered we are moon.
BINABASA MO ANG
Her black dress in his poem
Science Fiction"I think I've seen this film before" "And I didn't like the ending"
