"Do you trust me?"Tiningnan ko si Lucas ng masama dahil sa biglang pag-litaw neto sa harap ko at sinabi yung kung ano sinabi ni Aladdin kay Jasmine nong nakapatong ito sa magic carpet. of course I don't trust him lilipad ba sya buong kalawakan kung mahulog ako sa car na yan?
I'm in a balcony na nag papahangin lang ang paligid which is very modern and different from what I used to be. I'm thinking that after a centuries my universe will be as modern as this. People here is living in our future. The sunrise is too beautiful here sobrang clear it's like it's giving me a sign that this is a new chapter of my life so live for it.
I noticed that since from the time I arrived at this universe I didn't feel any pain I usually felt everytime Lucas was near. I don't know how it happened but no matter what the reason behind it I'm glad that the pain was gone dati kasi everytime na malapit sya sa'kin parang binabawasan neto yung buhay ko pero ngayon nawala na everything is safe and calm.
"Selene"
Tawag ulit sa'kin ni Lucas na di ko pinansin kanina. Bigla na lang kasi syang lumitaw while driving a convertible car or let's just say a car without a roof basta ganon sya. kung sa universe ko need ko pa lumabas at bumaba ng bahay para sumakay ng kotse dito naman ay lumilipad yung kotse nila and Lucas is driving on it na parang wala lang sa kanya.
"I'm afraid of heights"
Sabi ko sa kanya which is true sa sobrang taas nga ng balcony nila natatakot na akong tumingin sa baba parang inuutusan kasi ako ng mind ko na tumalon at di ako papayag dahil healthy pa ang kidney ko bebenta ko muna bago ako ma dedo kesa sa mahulog ako at magka gutay-gutay yung katawan ko.
"I'm here, let's travel to a whole new world just like what Alladin and Jasmine did"
Sabi ni Lucas and he smile as always and he looks like a prince charming parang normal na lang sa kanya na lumulutang sya sa ere ih. Huminga ako ng malalim nong inilahad nya yung kamay nya and nag hesitate pa ako ako na hawakan yun but when I did he immediately pull me closer inside a car kaya napa upo ako sa lap nya at ngumisi lang ito habang ako parang mamatay na sa kaba kaya hinampas ko sya sa bandang balikat neto.
"Ibalik mo na ako sa universe ko baka patayin mo pa ako dito"
Sabi ko sa kanya pero mas ngumisi pa sya kaya mas lalo akong nainis at gusto ko na sana lumipat ng upuan don sa isang vacant seat na katabi nya pero agad na nag move yung car. It's not a joke we're actually flying.
"KYYYAAAAAAAAA!
Yumakap ako kay Lucas ng mahigpit and I close my eyes dahil sobrang takot ako sa kung ano man ang makikita ko sa ilalim. No matter how beautiful the sky is once you fall from it you will die. I'm even afraid to travel on my own dahil takot akong sumakay ng airplane sobrang nakakatakot.
"Selene I'm here"
Nararamdaman kong yumakap sa'kin si Lucas but I am still afraid to open my eyes.
"If you let your eyes close then you will lose the moment to see the beauty of everything"
Sabi ni Lucas kaya kahit papano nabawasan yung takot ko because I know he's always here for me. He's right pano ko makikita yung ganitong moment sa life ko if I don't go beyond my comfort zone some things are worth risking for just like what I did just to find Lucas in his universe.
I slowly open my eyes at mas lalong nanlaki yung mga mata ko ng makita ang paligid. It was clear we are surrounded by clouds wala na akong may nakikitang iba just Lucas and the clear sky malayo sa lahat ng bagay kaya napatingin ako kay Lucas and his both hands were wrapped around my waist.
Nanlaki yung mga mata ko thinking na kung sino na lang ang yung nag da-drive kasi nasa waist ko yung dalawang kamay nya kaya unti-unti akong napatingin sa manebela and I saw a small robot na nakapatong doon maliit lang sya at it is the one na nag-mamaneho na parang lumalakad lang ito sa manebela na everytime mag take sya ng step umiiba din ang direction ng car. Inilipat ko ulit yung paningin ko kay Lucas na nanlaki yung mga mata hindi naman siguro halata na wala akong tiwala sa robot na maliit na yun.
"It's gonna be fine he's an expert for it. He's my father's personal driver and he had driver's license so it's safe"
Kampanteng sabi ni Lucas. Di ko alam kung maiinis ako or matuwa ih pero di nya yata alam na sobrang kinakabahan ako.
Seryusong napatingin si Lucas sa'kin kaya tiningnan ko din sya at hindi ko alam kung anong iniisip neto baka nag-iisip na'to na itapon ako mula dito sa taas pero nanlaki yung mga mata ko nong inilapit neto ang mukha nya sa'kin. He's brown eyes are like a magnet once I look on it I can't take away my eyes it's like I wanted to stare at him forever.
I can hear my heart and it calls his name and ready to fall. I don't care but for me everything is perfect. I want him and I love him I don't care what's next it's time choosing me and my happiness and that's him.
His lips landed on mine before I realized it I can't breath properly but I don't want to stop so I kissed him back. We kissed each other like as if it's our last and I don't care in everything right now we can go crashing down coz his kisses made me crazy and wanted it more and more. I wrapped my arms on his neck just like how he held me in my waist and I'm still sitting in his lap coz for me that's the safest place where I can be.
I closed my eyes to feel his lips on mine and let his warm and careful hands touch every part of my body and I don't care I just wanted to throw my self on him and wanted him on me as we share this love.
I can't believe that one day I will be crazy in love. Umabot na ako sa point na I'm willing to leave everything behind me just to love him kasi feeling ko sobrang tagal naming inantay yung oras na'to yung oras na magiging tama na yung mali at maging pwede na ang hindi. It sounds selfish but I want to risk everything fod him and if I had a lots of choices I will choose to exist in his universe no matter how many Lucas in every universe I will still choose the Lucas I meet here.
We both trying to catch our breath after a passionate kiss that I think it only takes a minute but it can last forever. He place his both hands on my cheeks and he smile as bright as the sun and I don't get tired telling how he smile as bright as the sun.
"Every me loves every you in every universe"
Sabi ko at marahan kong hinaplos yung buhok neto and I smile at him I don't get tired saying he's absolutely handsome and his eyes are beautiful that no girls can resist his charms. Narcissus must be jealous on his beauty right now God really made him perfect.
"Every me loves the only you in every universe"
He said gently at niyakap nya ako. I want to stay here in his arms and I'm thankful that universe didn't take away that chance. I don't asked heaven to give me a perfect love story nor asked it to give me a prince charming I just wanted to be safe on someone's arm, someone I can kiss and someone who's real but heaven gives it all.
If I can write a story right now maybe it's a about a girl kissing a perfect guy in a flying car in a middle of a clear sky. It's like the clouds was smiling everytime they passed by. It's not about Peter losing Wendy, it's about Wendy choosing Peter.
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