Her black dress in his poem

Chapter 24

"You don't have any idea how dangerous to travel in every universe!'

Bungad sa'kin ni Lucas alam ko na medyo galit ito sa tono ng salita neto. We are still standing in a middle of purple tulips under a big tree. Pansin ko rin na medyo gumagabi na dito but I can still see the beautiful place sometimes I don't want to believe that this place is real.

Hindi ako sumagot sa sinabi nya at mas lalong dumilim ang paligid napansin ko na mabilis ang oras dito parang kanina lang umaga pa ngayon madilim na ang paligid.

To my surprise biglang nag glow yung malaking puno kung saan kami nakatayo and so the purple tulips glow also. Yung madilim na paligid kanina it turns into a beautiful purple. Sobrang ganda to the point na ayaw ko talagang maniwala.

Napansin ko dati na iba yung oras sa relo or sa kahit anong clock na gamit ni Lucas I thought he's weird but it's not yung oras na yun determined the time here not in the time in my universe kaya pala iba.

Napatingin ako sa kanya na nakatingin parin sa'kin. How I wish I can tell it this to him that I wanted to fall in love with him in this place. I wanted to stay here and never go back to a place where I used to be just be here with him.

Maging isang malaking kasalanan ko ba sa mundo kung mahalin ko sya?

Umiwas ako ng tingin ng maisip na maybe hindi ko talaga sya kilala I don't really know him I can't even call him mine coz it will never be.

I'm just thinking how long could it be a sad story? How long it takes for me to find out how it ends? Or it really ends already I just didn't noticed it coz it never started at all.

"Your sister told me you used to visit me in my universe before you meet Selene in this universe"

Panimula ko kaya kahit medyo galit ito sa ginawa ko sa pag-punta dito he still managed his self to stay calm and never raised his voice on me.

I sounded like ako yung nauna pero mas pinili mo sya. He remains silent na parang di nya alam ang sasabihin nya sa'kin.

"Why?"

Tanong ko sa kanya at tumingin na naman ulit sa kanya and I felt my heart broke into pieces I didn't feel the same pain I felt everytime his near with me but the pain I felt right niw is something different it's more painful.

"Let's go Selene, I have another machine here that can send you back in your universe"

Sabi nya saka hinawakan ang braso ko to pull me para dalhin sa lugar kung saan man yang sinasabi nyang machine but I didn't let him.

"You left me without an explanation that's why I travel in every universe to find you Lucas"

Binitawan nya ako and we face each other. For this moment I forgot how beautiful the place is but deep inside I know this place is not for us it belongs to him and his Selene in this universe.

How long should I be the another point of view? How could the universe forgot about me? Lucas love Selene in every universe except in my universe. How could the universe be so cruel? How could the universe be so unfair?

"Wala ka manlang sasabihin? Sana hindi ka na lang nag-pakita sa'kin na alam mo namang hindi pwede. Have you any idea how I die everytime you're near?"

Tahimik parin sya kaya mas lalo akong nainis gusto kong mag-wala ni wala manlang syang sinabi or wala manlang syang sasabihin. Baka wala manlang syang sasabihin kasi parang wala lang din naman ako sa kanya.

"I just want you to say something coz I didn't understand everything umalis ka lang tapos di na bumalik. I wish we never meet at the first place kung iiwan mo rin pala ako"