RUDE BOY

What matters

Jay Paris p.o.v

We aren't dating but closer is good. She told me she did see my messages and that she didn't know what to say. She didn't exactly ignorantly ignore me she was just very hurt and I know how it feels to be in the situation of trust issues.

Today I was just home on a weekend. Nakita promised that I'll get an answer about if she wanted to start over again when she gets back, she'll have too much on her mind while she was in Florida.!

The doorbell rang. I hate that shit, because the only type of people who would ring the fucking door bell is either white people or them annoying ass Jehovah witnesses. There wouldn't be anything wrong with them if they weren't creepy as shit going up to people's houses. I mean as ignorant as they are knocking on random people's doors they could walk in on an atheist. Ha, that'll be funny actually. I finally answered.

What a bunch of bullshit.

"Hey bruh", said Jason. He was wearing a white tee and black gym shorts with some slides. Slides aren't his favorite fighting shoes, he was never a threat to me anyway.

"What the fuck are you doing here fuck nigga?", I rudely said.

"So you still holding onto old shit?"

"So you still a fake ass nigga? It ain't called holding onto old shit its called speak when spoken to bitch. And for all the respect I have for the amount of balls I have you haven't talked to me since I told you off. So then afterwards yo' bitch ass just quit talking to me", I walked outside the door and closed it.

"Yeah, I know. I ain't a fake ass nigga. Yeah, I quit fucking with you for a while because you been poppin' off on me for years man. The crew quit fucking with you because they think you got anger issues and shit and you just on the pedestal thinking everybody follow up with you and shit when the rest of em just scared of you because you fucking dangerous. I still have the scar when you so called accidentally cut me on my arm over some bitch. So you might want to get your facts straight before you talk to me hoe because if anybody were a bitch it would be you crying like a bitch ass nigga for that girl!"

I shoved him, "Who the fuck you think you talking to bitch?! First off, I bet you never had a bad ass bitch like her. If at all she was ugly as shit like Jessica!"

"I thought I told you not to bring that shit up! Her fucking with you had nothing to do with me!"

"KNOW WHAT I'M SICK OF YOU BRUH! FUCK ALL THAT BLAH SHIT! HIT BRUH! 'CAUSE YOU BEEN THE SAME SHADY SCAREY ASS WAY SINCE I MET YO ASS! WHATS UP?!"

Jason just stared at me with a look I never seen before. He put his hands to surrender.

"I ain't come to fight. I came to make things right regardless of what you thought I did wrong. Yeah, I left you hanging and I apologize but I never wanted no trouble. You can at least allow me to have the balls and courtesy to fucking make things right with my own cousin!"

I stood in shock and didn't say another word. I stepped back until my back hit the front door.

"Yeah, I found out that yo' dads sister is my mama and I she never told me about my Uncle. Now... you have to let me know whether Steven is on his

on your dad's side. If so I'm gonna invest in some jordan's."

I shook my head and scoffed.

"Man come on. I don't care what happens, I been worried about you because I know how you get and I know you can only take so much shit until you just wanna run away and I don't know want you to run away", said Jason.

"Nigga stop. Shut the fuck up you make me sick to my stomach with all this affectionate shit. Just make me—-", I gagged.

"Whatever nigga. Let me in so I can beat yo ass in 2k."

He headed towards the door and I let him in. I guess he's family now and I wouldn't have a choice to but to accept that because at the end of the day he's still family. I wonder why I never knew this and why it took him to tell me, or how long he knew this like he's hiding something. If his mom is my auntie then maybe she knows why my dad came back. I don't want any close contact with my dad I just want to know how he's doing and if he had ever moved on or if I have any other cousins or brothers, or even sisters. I hardly know my dad. I want to know all the answers to the questions I have. This time for myself not through Steven and Nakita or anybody else, me and my cousin can do this.