RUDE BOY

You ain't shit

Nakita's p.o.v

It's been a week and I haven't had any contact with Jay nor Steven. I didn't want to talk to anyone because how vulnerable Jay made me feel and how Steven drug me into his stupid family business which got me sucker punched.

I was home on a Wednesday when school finally started back just studying for a Biology test. I kept my phone on airplane mode most of the time to avoid the calls and texts from Jay and when I would turn off airplane mode I'd never read the texts from his number, his Kik, or any of the other social media or instant messaging sites he would use.

I got off focus a lot while we dated and my grades were slowly dropping in my classes and I wasn't determined like I was when I first came.

So this particular night, Steven calls. I glanced at my phone and just let it ring until it went to my voicemail.

8 minutes later I checked my phone again and there were about more than 60 snapchat notifications.

I checked who it was from and it was from Steven. I opened them and it was Jay introducing himself and saying he was trying to communicate with me from Steven's phone. I looked at the second video and he was sitting in with Steven at a desk or something. They weren't snaps it was a video someone sent through snap box.

He said: "Hey, baby. I know I fucked up & I know your pissed. I know that we're no longer... together, but... At least hear me out. I am truly, positively, sorry. I never put my hand on a girl before. I do have anger issues and I am currently going to counseling for it because not only were you heartbroken that day but I was too. I never witnessed a heartbreak ever since the day my dad came back and showed his ass and pissed me off but that doesn't give me an excuse to hit you and I know that. I wasn't raised any kind of way and I never exactly chose to live this way. It's just that... this void I have without a father it makes me do whatever to slowly make me forget about the pain and suffering I go through everyday. What you didn't know what that recently, about 2 weeks back, I've almost been killed. No, actually I was one of the reasons why my brothers and my mama almost been killed by these 3 crazy guys. I somehow made them chase me by running away trying to avoid trouble. But this isn't about me this is about you. I've never loved a girl until I met you and Steven here is my witness. I've always lusted after a girl and that's all I would get out of one. Fortunately, I finally found someone different and I've lost a lot, I can't afford to lose you too. So please talk to me".

Wow, I don't know what to do. I'm afraid to give some abusive guy another chance. Yet I also thought of how he felt and how overwhelmed he was throughout the argument with Steven yesterday.

I don't want him to every think that he can sweet talk me into anything. I decided to call Jessica. She apparentlybeen through the process with trying to bring Steven and Jay together, so why not ask for advice? It's sort of my only option besides hurting this guy's feelings when he's already been through a lot and who knows what he could do to the next girl he dates.

I called Jessica and the phone didn't ring before she picked up.

"Hello?", she answered.

"Hey Jess-i-ca", I said.

"Hi, how have you been. I haven't heard from you in a minute."

"I've been good actually."

"You sure?"

"Yeah, I know you've heard what happened to me but it's actually made me stronger and more focused in school. I've finally gotten all A's. The teachers love me and all and also there's this Korean guy who keeps staring at me in literature. Oh my goodness, his swag is hot and his face is like chilli peppers. He is just extravagant! "

"Yeah I know who your talking about. You thought about talking to him?"

"No, he's quiet . I get extremely uncomfortable around silent people. It is so awkward."

There was a crackling sound as if Jessica dropped her phone. Another voice was on the line.

"So you just gon' dump me and bury me in the ditch with your new bitch ass new boyfriend not even giving a fuck about how I feel?!", it was Jay.

I played it off.
"Who is this?"

"Bitch you know exactly who I am!"

"No, I don't, and I don't appreciate the way you talk to me. Your a very rude boy."

After that statement I hung up.

If he wants to get dirty, I'll just put a door mat on top of him and walk over him. Like he's nothing.

Fuck it... Fuck it.

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