RUDE BOY

Boy, improvise

Nakita p.o.v

"Good morning Jay", I said over the phone. I was in my mama's car on my way to Steven's house. I didn't exactly have a plan, but I guess asking a bunch of questions and giving my input in this is supposed to occur during the process. I expect to see Makayla and have her in this room with me. I hope this goes down well.

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Steven house is huge, he was currently eating lunch and offered me Chinese takeout. It was alright, didn't exactly help the butterflies I have in my tummy but it was very satisfying. 

"So what brings you here? Feels like I haven't seen you in years, my eyes are still adjusting to the glow of your skin and the angel tone of your voice", said Steven.

"I'm fine and there's no need to be flirtatious."

"Yes, yes you are fine and I thought it was necessary to tell you. You look stressed, sweetheart."

"Do you call all the girls that? Since your apart of the BETA club and all the girls are head over heels for you?"

"What?"

"Nothing, I'm not stressed I came here for answers."

"What answers? School is over. What are you doing pre- extra credit?"

"No, I came to ask a few questions about you." I leaned forward and put my arms on the table staring into Steven's soul as he looked back at me trembling.

"Why don't we go in my room about this instead?"

"No why don't we stay in here. I'm pretty sure your sister Makayla wouldn't mind being apart of the conversation", I glanced behind Steven at Makayla on the stairway," Would you Makayla?"

"Nope, enjoying it now", she said.

Steven looked behind him and turned back around looking extremely uncomfortable.

"What's wrong? Feel cornered?"

"No, I just don't want to discuss this out in the open. But I'm sorry that I didn't tell you about my sister."

"Uh huh."

"Please lets just discuss this upstairs. I'll tell you the truth."

I grabbed my purse and headed upstairs with Steven into his room, I sort of had a feeling that this is gonna lead to something regretful. I placed my purse on his dresser as soon as we went inside. 

"Come sit", he said inviting me to sit on his bed.

I took off my heels and sat beside him on the side of the bed. 

"What is it you wanted to ask me?", asked Steven.

"First off since I noticed, how come Jay was the only brother offended when your dad showed up instead of the both of you?"

"By then he was my dad dating my mother, he was offended because he was our dad dating my mother instead of being married to his mum."

"Neither one of your mom's are biologically your mothers."

"I know, but that's all we both have."

"I know. Where is your dad now?"

"I heard about your visitation, but he was only visiting there looking for Jay and his mother. I don't know why but I wasn't trying to look for him. When he left it was because he was afraid of something that had to do with my mum. I asked a billion times why, why did he leave? I was never told why."

"Well he left Jay's mother because his mother wanted marriage. He freaked out and left them both."

"Well I do know my mum was heartbroken, as well as Jay was when you two broke up. Tell me, what is the reason you two aren't together now?"

"I don't wanna answer that."

"Well then you don't have any more questions for me neither."

Damn, he wants to play games, "Fine. We broke up because he showed his ass and lost my trust, that's why."

"Why?"

"No no, my turn. Why don't you and your sister get along?"

"We do sometimes, not all the time. She loves me on a secretive level. Me on the other hand, I don't have the perspective or knowledge of why she hates me."

"Hmm, you may have a mean streak as well."

"I don't think so I've never been in a violent or hash argument in my life."

"Well you were last time you were with your brother."

"I wasn't trying to argue with him. All I want is to have the relationship that we had not even knowing we were brothers, but we always said we were just as if we were certain. I don't know why it was such a big deal to him being real brothers in real life biologically. I was hoping that maybe together me and my brother would find our dad and become a family again."

"You can't exactly become family again already being apart of one."

"As long as have the real deal being with my brother and father, and maybe with the acceptation of my sister then I don't care. It'll feel real."

"Well you'll just have to slay one dragon at a time. Starting with your brother."

"I tried that, I don't know what to do with him I've tried years of talking to him and all I've ever gotten was being ignored and looked down on as if he's always hated me. Jessica was his girlfriend once, he cannot even look at her. Once he found out she was my wings, he cut her off as well. Then there's you, he loves you and I thought if I could use... you...", Steven looked at me with a look as if I was the most toughest math equation.

"I what?", I asked in curiosity.

"Nothing, I don't want to use you to get the answers of my problems that I've created. His life is full of tragic things and I've had enough trouble. I was gonna ask you to... never mind. I couldn't."

"Couldn't what? Stop leaving out the important details and just tell me whatever is on your mind right now."

"What if I just---", suddenly Steven quickly leaned in and began to kiss me. I pushed him off before we got in too deep.

"Why would you do that?!", I said,

"I'm sorry! I really like you. I've always have and I thought since--- I'm sorry you can leave."

I shook my head put on my shoes and grabbed my purse then turned back around to Steven standing behind me. I back handed him and he fell to the ground. I went out the door then I felt his him tug my arm back pulling me back into the room. I stumbled back into the room on the bed and he shut the door and locked it then I ran back up into his face. He pushed me back onto the bed and I dropped my purse on the floor. Seems like I'm gonna have to box the shit out of this nigga. I've attempted to get off the bed to punch me but he locked my arms down on the bed and got on top of me and caved in and kissed me.

I couldn't move.

If I struggled he got tighter on my wrists, he kept kissing me. 

The more he pressed my lips against mine the less I resisted. 

The less I resisted he would get looser and we'd go into a deeper trance. I forgot about everything and everybody and continued to kiss him. We finally stopped staring into each other's eyes.

"I wanted to tell you at first that I had a crush on you ever since the first day I saw you but I was beat to you. I've gotten word that you broke up with him and not only did I want to him make him jealous, I wanted to treat you better, like a queen. I also wanted you to be mine, forever", he said.

"Well binding me like this isn't gonna win my heart. Now let me go", I said.

"Fine."

He got off me and left the room. I got my things and left feelings guilty as hell.

I know I'm single and I shouldn't feel obligated to go back out with Jay, he's done me wrong and I don't know if I should trust him all over as much again but kissing Steven hasn't made my decision easier. I'm not completely innocent and I don't know if I deserve to be in a relationship with no guy. I fucked up my good girl reputation and Makayla will probably hate me for now for kissing her brother. Good god! Life is good, and full of surprises!