Fallon's pov
Eli.
"Eli?" I said, my heart starting to pick up speed.
Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap.
"Eli?!" I called, my voice a bit louder.
"Eli, come on. This isn't funny" I stood up, looking over the deck at the water, trying to spot him but it was too dark. What if he was drowning? And I just let him die? I breathed but the air wasn't airing the way air was supposed to.
"Eli?" I called one more time and waited for a ripple or a splash or the black hair peeking out from the water but nothing.
Screw it. I jumped. Water splashed around me and suddenly I was drenched, my clothes weighing me down.
"Eli!" I yelled. Panic started eating away at me as I realized what I'd just done. I couldn't swim. I could feel myself starting to drown and my heart was pounding in my ears.
"Eli?!" I cried out.
I didn't want to die. I didn't even get to say goodbye. Unfair. It was unfair. It was only a matter of time before my arms tire out and I give up.
Like you always do.
I tried to breathe in as much as I could as if attempting to store oxygen inside of me.
"Help-". Something wrapped around me.
No.
I thrashed, trying to peel its grip away but its claws dug into my skin which must've revealed with the water making my sweater move. I was crying, or was it just the water?
Please, no. The grip tightened around me and I was being moved. Was it up or down? I didn't know. All I saw was grey.
My breath was running out. I could feel my chest tighten and block out my airpipe. I was going to die. I didn't want to die. I wasn't ready. Not yet.
Air. I gasped, inhaling all the air that filled me.
"Fallon? Fallon, come on, talk to me, princess" he sounded out of breath. Something cold. Fingers. A hand. It was only a hand. Not claws.
Eli had his hand holding my face, trying to keep it above the water.
I coughed and breathed again. And again. And again. And again. Air had never felt this good.
He swam towards the deck and as soon as I was within range, I gripped the edge and pulled myself up, without so much as looking at him. I hurried towards my bag as I heard him get on the deck as well.
"Fallon, stop. Fuck, I'm-" but I was angry. Frustrated, scared and terrified. I strode towards him till we were only inches apart.
"I thought you drowned," I said, my voice cracked with fear, "I thought you died and I was scared shitless, Eli!". My heart still pounded painfully inside my chest as I breathed heavily. Eli took my arms, which were flailing here and there with anger.
I tried to rip them away from him, "I hate you. Let me go!". I pushed at him as tears escaped and trailed down my cheeks.
"Fallon" his voice was quiet against my loud, harsh ones.
"I-I thought I'd never see you again and that I would never be able to say goodbye to my parents and-and that you were-" I was breaking. Cracking into small pieces and it was all in front of him.
No. Not again. Not in front of him.
"Fallon," he said again but I pushed at him harder.
"You scared me, you rude, selfish, stupid-".
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Teen FictionTwo teenagers, Fallon Campbell and Eli Horace, are struggling to cope with their past traumas and inner demons. Fallon appears to have everything going for her, but she is silently battling severe depression and anxiety. Eli, on the other hand, is a...